My soldier ~ Bucky Barnes X Reader

Part 7 ~ hydra

Bucky's POV
I could hear muffled voices, but was still consumed by darkness. I tried to open my eyes, but when I did, I wished I hadn't. I suddenly realised I could barely move, because of being strapped down in a chair. THE chair. No. I close my eyes again, as memories of how I got here flooded back.

The bomb, the tower, y/n running after me, calling my name. I had hurt her. She tried to help me, to save me and I had hurt her. I sent her flying backwards hitting her head off something, hard. Was she okay? Was she seriously injured? She could be, but I decided not, I know she's strong.

The sound of the bomb had woken me up, but the second I sat up, I heard a deep voice and found the source of it, was coming from what appeared to be a hydra agent, stood in the corner of my room. "Желание" (longing). I froze. "Ржавый" (rusted). My breathing increased."Семнадцать" (seventeen).  I wanted to run, but I could barely move, frozen in fear. "Рассвет" (daybreak). "Stop", I managed to get out, barley louder than a whisper, not that it made a difference. "Девять" (nine) "Доброкачественный" (benign). I screamed at the pain in my head. "Возвращение на родину" (homecoming). I found the strength, I stood up and angrily marched over to the hydra agent "Один" (one) I grabbed him by the kneck "Грузовой" (freight car).

I loosened my grip around the agents neck, and eventually dropped him. "Солдат?" (soldier). My eyes turned dark an my head got quiet as I could no longer think for myself. "Готов соблюдать" (ready to comply)

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I was brought back to reality by a cold hand slapping me hard in the face. I opened my eyes. Directly in front of me stood agent pierce. He smiled at the red handprint on my face, already starting to bruise. "Soldier-" "Bucky" I corrected him before he could even finish his sentence. He shot me a confused look and then smirked. "Well you won't remember that for much longer". He laughed quietly under his breath at my panic.

They were going to turn me into him again. They were going to turn me back into a monster. They were going to knock down the life I ha built back up... Just like that. "Get him ready" Pierce shouted to a group of hydra agents around the controls of the machine. No. No. No.

One of the agents walked over with a mouth guard. I spat at him. He just laughed and put it in my mouth anyway. The straps tightened so hard they hurt and I'm pretty sure they were going to cut of my circulation if they were left there for too long. Th noise of the machine started and the metal electric process lowered down to my face. Your name is bucky. Hydra are bad. Your name is Bucky. Hydra are bad. I chanted it in my head over and over. The electrical peice reached my head. I screamed out in pain.

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Y/N's POV   (or whatever tf it was before :))
You were still crying into Nat's arms. She stayed with you until you eventually fell asleep. The next morning, when you woke up, you could instantly smell breakfast. "Thought I'd save you from hospital food". Nat said, handing you a take out bag. She was very thoughtful, she had got you your favorite, but you weren't in the mood right now. "Not hungry", you say bluntly.

"Y/n this isn't going to help get buc-", she was cut off by Tony barging in nearly knocking the hinge off the door "we're going to get Bucky back". He says a little too cheerfully. Nat sighs. "How Tony? You cant give her false hope that's not fair". Tony completely ignors Nat and continues, "we've tracked Barnes' location, we leave this afternoon, y/n somebody can stay here with you, you shouldn't be alone, whoever stays behind with you can have a comms and-", you interrupted him. "Stat here? What do you mean stay here? I'm coming!"

Tony just stared at you blankly "i can stay with her", Nat volunteers, the both of them completely ignoring what you had just said. Suddenly, you had a plan.

"No give me a comms, you need all the help available to get Bucky back, and i want all the updates on the mission". Nat eyed you suspiciously, she knows you don't give up that easily, but probably decided it was because of how desperate you were to get Bucky back.

You would be able to help, not very well in the condition you were in, but like you said before, you needed all hands on deck to help get Bucky back. Tony threw you an earpiece. "Why are you so set on getting Tin man back? You hate him more than me, and I needed a little convincing from Rogers he was even worth saving".

That angered you, and before you knew what you were saying, you jumped in to defend Bucky. "'Worth saving'? Tony, any life is 'worth saving', if anyone's especially Bucky's! He's already been through so much because of them already! Give him a break. If you think he's not 'worth saving' Tony maybe you wouldn't be 'worth saving'!" I regretted the words as soon as they left my mouth, but no way in hell was i gonna apologise. Not right now anyway. Tony looked hurt and you felt kinda bad. "Natasha, suit up, we leave at 2pm". Tony walked out of the room, his face a mixture of hurt, but also confusion as to why you'd cared so much. Nat gave you a pitying look before going to get ready for the mission.

Okay, time for the first step of your plan! You discharged yourself from the hospital, and 'borrowed' some guys car. You'd return it later, but that wasn't important now, the only thing you cared about right now, was Bucky. You found an energy boost bar in the car you had sto- 'borrowed', and ate it on the way to the compound, you'd need it if you were going to fight against hydra.

Step two, you called Wanda, praying she'd help you. She picked up after one ring. "Wanda!" "Y/n are you okay? I was just about to come down to the hospital to see you before we leave-", you interrupted her. "Don't waste your time, nobody's there". She sighs. "Y/n, you have a concussion and your pretty badly bruised and beaten, you should probably go back. I don't want you any more hurt than you already are", there was a short pause. "Wanda, i need your word that you wont tell the others where i am and that you'll help me ... please". You pleaded.

Another over exaggerated sigh came from her end of the phone "where are you and what do you need?"

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A/N
Ahhh I'm enjoying writing this much more than I thought I would?! I hope your enjoying reading it too! I can't be arsed proof reading for errors sorryyyyy. Will try to update again soon! Love y'all sm <33