My soldier ~ Bucky Barnes X Reader

Part 11 ~ Deja vu

You diddnt know what do say. So instead you just sat there looking like a little kid who had just been caught sneaking candy. Steve chuckled, "wow how long has that been going on?"

"Has what?" you asked trying to look confused. "You crushing on my best friend", he smirked. You sighed and gave in, you knew you could trust Steve anyways. "A while", you say embarrassed.

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Bucky's pov
"Steve why do I have to come to the hospital, I don't really think y/n would like to see me". The car pulled out of the garage and Steve continued to try and convince me it was a good idea I came. "She took a bullet for you Buck. If she didn't wanna see you, she wouldn't have done that".

How could he possibly see it like that. She took the bullet because that's the type of person she is; kind and caring. Not the type of person who would stand by and let someone get shot, even if she didn't like them.

"No she got shot because of me". Steve signed and gave up. Then he had that dangerous look on his face meaning he had a terrible idea. "Okay, I'll talk to her, not tell her your there, and all you need to do is stand outside and listen to me prove you wrong".

The fact that he was already calling Natasha, told me that I wouldn't have a choice in the matter. He told her his plan who surprisingly thought it was a great idea and literly squealed with excitement. Weird.

Once we got to the hospital room y/n was in, Romanoff had pulled the blinds. I moved as close to the door as possible and heard them begin talking.

"Wait Nat, where are you going?"
"Vending machine".
"What's going on? Steves not gonna finish the job and murder me is he?"

Nat then walked out the room, carefully keeping me out of sight as she closed the door.

"How are you holding up?"
"I'm absolutely fine, how's he holdin up?"
"He's okay, he's already remembered quite a lot, Wanda went into his mind and showed him the majority of his memories".
"That's good! ... Oh no, I know that look".
"Why did you do it?".
"What d' you mean?"
"Why did you save Bucky?"
"I wouldn't have let him die, how horrible do you think I am?"
"Y/n you hate him right?"
"Yea"
"Then why did you say you love him?"

What? She-she loves me? She's not mad? I looked over to Natasha with my eyebrows furrowed in confusion, but a smile involuntary tugging slightly at the corner of my lips. Nat smirked, letting me know she already knew. "Wanda knew too", she informed me quietly, trying not to let y/n hear us.

I then asked "can I go in and see her?", and Nat grinned. "That's up to you". I slowly opened the door, careful not to scare her. What would happen now?

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Back to whatever POV it was before (I keep fucking it up sorry)

To your utter surprise, none other than Bucky Barnes slowly made his way into your hospital room. Oh. My. God. Oh no no no this can not be happening. Stupid dumb super soldier hearing.

"Hi", he said with a warm smile. Huh? Shouldn't he be annoyed? Maybe he actually didn't hear. "Hi", you reply slightly blushing; you look down at your hands, fiddling with your shirt. You looked up when you heard the door close, noticing Steve was no longer in the room.

"Are you okay?", he asked sounding genuinely concerned. "Better now I have visitors to cure my boredom", you smiled. He returned your smile and you swear if you were stood up, you would've fallen flat on your face from how you went weak in the knees.

"How about you? I'm sorry, this was all my fault. I'm so sorry Bucky." He looked at you in confusion. You felt it was your fault he was taken in the first place, you didn't get to him fast enough, and you were wondering why he didn't hate and blame you too.