You're Mine, Senpai (On-hold)

Chapter 6

KYOHEI'S POV

Holy fucking cow! Hindi na ako nakapagpigil kagabi kaya hinalikan ko si Alou. Alam ko na sa ginawa ko ay trinaydor ko si Dad at ngayon pa lang ay nakokonsensya na ako sa ginawa ko.

Tama ba talaga itong ginagawa ko? For goddamn sake! Alou is my father's girlfriend and soon-to-be stepmom kung may balak silang magpakasal ni Dad pero naiisip ko pa lang na mangyayari iyon sa kanila ay para na akong mababaliw!

I've never felt this way before, and this is the first time I've fallen in love with a girl, and the worst part is that she's off limits and also my father's girl.

Why is this complicated? Bakit sa dinami-rami ng mga babae ay kay Alou pa ako nagkagusto?

"Are you okay?" Jerson asked me.

Pareho kaming nakaharap sa computer namin habang nagsusulat ng codes at may inaayos na web applications at programs. Nakakastress man ang trabaho namin bilang Software engineers na halos umaabot na ng kalahating araw ang pagtatrabaho namin araw-araw ay sanayan na lang talaga.

"Yeah." sagot ko at inunat ang mga braso ko.

"Hangover o babae?" nakangisi niyang sabi nang humarap sa akin at sandaling itinigil ang ginagawa.

"I kissed Alou last night." Pag-amin ko na ikinagulat niya.

"What the fuck, dude?! Are you serious?" hindi niya makapaniwalang tanong.

I sighed and nodded, massaging my nape. "I know it's wrong, but I can't help myself; I was also jealous because she danced with her friend, Ryan."

Jerson and King were aware of my feelings for Alou. Sinabi ko sa kanila ang tunay kong nararamdaman sa girlfriend ni Dad at sermon ang natanggap ko sa kanilang dalawa sa umpisa pa lang.

They warned me not to hook up with Alou because it would ruin my relationship with Dad pero ilang buwan na akong nagtitiis sa nararamdaman kong 'to.

Mas pinili kong hindi pakisamahan ng maayos si Alou para lang mapagtakpan ang totoong nararamdaman ko para sa kanya but Ryan's words lingered in my mind: if I don't try, I'll regret it later.

"You're a low-key traitor to Tito Mahiro, Kyohei. Alam mo ang susunod na mangyayari kapag pinagpatuloy mo pa 'yang ginagawa mo," Jerson shook his head as a sign of disapproval.

Dad and I have never had a big fight in our entire lives. He has been the most patient, kind, funny, supportive, and caring father to me since I was a child. Nagkalamat lang ang relasyon namin bilang mag-ama simula nang maging girlfriend niya si Alou.

I learned to be mad with him and to cast aspersions on him for replacing my mother in his heart. He deserves to be happy with someone else, but I don't like Alou for him because I had feelings for his chick as well.

"Hindi ko na mapipigilan ang sarili ko, Jerson. What I felt for Haya was not the same as what I feel for Alou. I realized there's a big difference between crush and love." Sumandal ako sa office swivel chair ko at napa facepalm.

"You're dead, Kyo. Well, it's still your decision kung tatraydurin mo ba 'yang Dad mo o hindi pero hindi talaga magandang ideya 'yan kaya tigilan mo na hangga't maaga pa." Umiling ulit si Jerson at pinagpatuloy ang ginagawa niya.

Jerson is my best bud but he won't tolerate my shits that's why he's one of my most trusted friends aside from King Argonza. Natutuwa rin ako na naging magkaibigan pa rin sila kahit girlfriend na ni Jerson si Evelyn na dating ex-girlfriend ni King. However, King had already found the girl in her life, and the irony is that his girl's name was Queen Diana. Although it's cringe to say it, they were like King and Queen in their hearts.