"𝘙𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳?"
"ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ,"
"𝘙𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦?"
꧁ ༆ ꧂
~sequel to 'Sing for me'~
In which a boy with amnesia forgets the last few months of his life after being shot. The blood loss affects his brain and he fo...
The boy asks me, and I stifle a laugh at my mate's humor, shoving his shoulder playfully, "I'm glad to see you're back to normal my Neyam," I say squeezing his hand.
His face stays confused as his eyes scramble over me, like I am a puzzle he's trying to solve. "Who is Neyam?" he questions, now sitting up to face me.
I tilt my head at his behavior, "My Neyam? What is wrong?" I ask the extremely puzzled boy, "Mom?" he now says, looking to his mom as he tilts his head towards me.
"Who is this?"
I let go of his hand and look to Neytiri who is as stunned as I am. "Neteyam? It's Y/N, your mate, dear," she tells him as her eyes flash from him to me.
"Mate?" the boy asks shocked, "W-what are you talking about? Be serious mom!" he says, completely ignoring me now.
What?
What is happening? Why does he not remember me? Joke, it must be a joke it just has to be.
I look up to my mate and see the genuine confusion in his yellow eyes.
I stop. Every organ in my body almost seems to shut off, I feel like I am dying.
"You don't remember me?" I ask. He's joking, it's a cruel joke to play but it's a joke. Please let me be the butt of this joke, please.
I nod to him awaiting his answer but he shakes his head, "I am sorry but, no," he admits. My smile fades and my eyebrows fall.
The happy face, the heart filled with hope and the brain full of positive thoughts, they're all gone.
My eyes feel hot and my breath dry.
"You don't remember me? Not even my name?" I continue, voice feeling more rough with every word. "What is going on?" he asks the family who's heads are all turned to me. They have the same look drawn on all of their faces.
Shock and sadness, exactly how I feel inside.
"M-my Neyam? I'm Y/N- your Y/N! I'm your mate! Can you truly not remember?" tears form in the corners of my eyes as it saddens me to even have to ask.
"I am- I am truly sorry ma'am, but I don't know who you are," he apologizes unsincerley, rubbing the back of his neck still confused.
Oh.
"It's okay, at least your um awake," I stiffly say, slowly rising from where I'd sat. I rush out of the room, hearing Neytiri shout from behind me, "Y/N!"
I don't turn my head, I don't even want to go back.
What the fuck? What the actual fuck?
I hear the footsteps and calls from Neytiri behind me but it only makes me run faster. I push through roots and branches trying to find a spot, any spot where I can be alone.
Falling to my knees, my palms cover my face to muffle my sobs.
How?
How could this happen? How could he just forget me like that? Was it even possible? Did I mean so little to him that forgetting me was such a simple task?
A million thoughts rush through my head while the tears stream down my now wet face. I hear a branch snap from behind me.
"Go away!" I yell hiding my face in my arms, "Oh Y/N," Neytiri's gentle voice says as she puts a hand on my back. I look up to the woman, embarrassed of my state but, she too is crying.
She pulls me in with no words said and I melt into the woman's warm touch. "Neytiri, what do I do?" I sob in the woman's hair, which even reminds me of his.
"Why is this happening? First my parents? Now him? Why is everyone leaving me behind?" I whimper, voice choking on the tears.
"He is not leaving you Y/N! He loves you, wherever he is in there!" she reassures me, rubbing my back.
"How can you say that when he doesn't even know who I am? What if he never remembers? What if I'm a stranger to him forever? What if he never loves me again?" I overthink, my panicked breath causing me to choke at the end of my words.
"Oh Y/N," the woman sad voice says, a tear from her dropping from the eyelash it clung to.
"My dear, this is not ideal. Not in any way. This is horrible, with all honesty," she admits bluntly, making me bite my lip, which draws blood.
My fast paced breath speeds up and I find myself struggling to breath and Neytiri cups my face, something I also did to him.
How could I stop crying when everything was connected to him? When his mom was comforting me?
"Y/N!" she snaps me back to reality, making me gulp.
"I need you to be strong. Strong heart. A wise girl once told me, we must have hope, I think you've met her," she references me. I purse my lips at this slowly calming myself down.
"He is in there, you just have to find him," she tells me. I nod my head, "You really think I can?" I ask under my breath and the woman smiles.
"I know you can,"
We go in for a final embrace, both continuing to cry as our grip on one another becomes tighter.
꧁ ༆ ꧂
The words she has just told me are in my heart but they are at war with fear.
So much fear.
Mated for life we were, so if he chose to never love me again, would I be lonely forever?
What if he thinks I'm just this crazy stranger?
This could be where our story ends, no.
Stop these negative thoughts and please get a grip Y/N.
I say no.
No this isn't where it ends. NO, I won't give up, not on him. Our story has barely begun and this is not where I say, 'The End'
I won't let it. I never let anything stop me from loving him before and I would not now.
He would fall in love with me again. I would make him.
I am upset, for sure. The pain is indescribable and I am pierced by the needling pain of heartbreak.
This won't stop me, he'll remember me. He'll remember all of it and soon,
He'll be my Neyam again.
꧁ ༆ ꧂ 1014 words The End A/N: I'M BACK ANGST IS IN THE AIR AND THREATS ARE IN THE DMS No i have not finished editing sing for me but...idc Anyways Imma start updating this every other day so look for updates! Also check out my Lo'ak fic!
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