My ray of sunshine

Chapter 2-All my wants

Ray

Man is not what he thinks he is, he is what he hides. My mom was a tailor so, i grew up surrounded by maniquines, once i told my mom i found the male ones attractive.That was when my mom lost it with me she has never talked nor looked at me ever since. Coming from a catholic latino household being attracted to a man is a sin. I have never told anyone else that i am pysically attracted to men, so in school im this hot jock who only dates popular girls.knowing my aunt karen it would be 'unnexceptable' to sneak out[my home isn't far from school so i still stay at my house}.This is the first time i can actually test if im gay and this nerd Max is perfect to use i mean, what would a guy like me do with a loser like him.Im not really like this but being told by your friends 'that you change girls faster than you change clothes' the title really stuck but in this case it,s a guy .loosing my virginity to a guy is more frightening than i thought it would be. I cant belive i have already pictured how i will fuck Max's ass hard, i know i have never experienced sex but i already know what ill do to Max.It's at 4:45 and i find Max waiting for me at the old school building.I don't know the guy much but after all the thoughts i had with him i feel as though i do, in fact i have also explored his insides in my head already. I walk to him oh so slow and magesticly just like i saw thor walk in the end in thor love and thunder.The walk thing looked like it was working, when i saw his cheeks turn red as blood, i sat down next to him, his juicy lips resting untouched inches away from mine.I sized him, took a big gulp and inched in closer and my lips were now on his, at first he did nothing just lips touchimg and him staring at me, it felt like eternety,then his tounge touched mine, i could even taste his last meal,sausages.My tounge slowly corressed his.I stopped "are you okay with us doing this max?" i asked ,"yes ,yes i am". I really didn,t care whether he was okay or not but it just felt nice to ask at the moment. I continued kissing him and slowly removed his buggy shirt ,he was bulk, too bulk to be just a nerd.I stripped him down to his grey underwears,oh my god not only was i mentally not prepaired for this but also pysically .I got hard, it burn't, and now it was his turn to strip me, i was as hard as a rock as he gently removed my clothes,his dick wasn't big but also not too small that it got me salivating.I pushed him to the wall harshly as he looked at me waiting for me to make the next move. As he sucked my neck i couldn't help but ,morn, now there's a hickey on my neck its perfectly shaped like his big pink,juicy lips ,then, he morned it was loud, i was carried away with the moment i morned even louder he wasn't totally appeling but he made me into something i never thought i would be 'a sucker for love'. I took it to the floor lay on his back and i put my dick into his bubbly ass ,out ,then in again,harder,louder,now his ass was bleeding and i was pounding him harder and harder every minute,we switch positions and now his dick is in my mouth and mine in his,this wasn't just 69 it was perfect 69,thirty minutes later im all out of cum,the last of it in his mouth,were now both lying on the floor naked staring into the roof.Then he began talking and talking, asking me questions which i didn't like but getting to know him, he was a pretty descent guy.One of the reasons i choose to fuck this guy is because he barely talkes and now he is busy asking personal question that i didn't appretiate like:What do you do when you're not in school?Did you choose your passion or did it choose you?What would you do if you won the lottery?What is your favorite way to relax?What is your favorite book to read? ...What makes you laugh the most?What made you realise you were gay?Hold up what, the nerve of asking someone what made them realise they were gay,haha,no,not today max."wait i hope you didn't take this the wrong way but i have a girlfriend, i was just trying to see how that felt" was all i managed to say, i mean i feel bad but what about my aunt,my friend, my popularity i couldn't throw that all away because i shared something this good with a guy, i mean it did make me realise i have a bit of fellings for him but nahh."i do care about what we've just done but, you have to tell no one and i mean no one what just happened and for your fucking information i am not GAY you hear me, not gay ." and i left, i left while still struggling to put on my clothes ,after seeing his face of dissapointment the more reason i had of running away, but if i did stay there i would have felt even worse because i know i can't stay with i guy who expects me to share love with,so i had to do what i did, run without ever looking back