Max
He asked me out to a lake. A fucking lake. I didn't want to refuse, anyway what's the worst that could happen? It was sunny, and I just hoped he wasn't going to take me for a boat ride. I wore something light for the blazing day, but with a little bit of dazzle meanwhile when we met up he was dressed like a golf dad you know the official shirt, the khaki shorts, the stripped sweater wrapped around his neck and the weird sports shoes that dads like wearing. We used his range rover for our transport and when we arrived to a lake in a town not too far from our town, I wasn't too thrilled because the lake was full of moss and it smelled as bad as grannies socks.
Looking at Zayn now as he shows me around the lake, telling me how his dad had brought him here one day and blab lab la, I was no longer listening to what the hell the guy told me I was too much concentrated on him, the realization that he smelled like lemons, and that his outfit although really old it suited him, it gave me this will to be even more attracted to him, his mysterious demeanor ready for me to explore, his obscure eyes, everything about him made me want to know and be with him. I looked at him as his mouth moved so slowly yet as diligently as a duke, as he explained god knows what.
" Zayn" I said, as he looked at me with curiosity as to why I had stopped him, as he was not done talking, " Zayn I think, I think I like, like you" Zayn looked at me shocked as if having being hit by a raging bull,
It took Zayn a minute before he managed to mumble something, but I couldn't hear it because my lips were on his.
Zayn
Oh my fucking .......
Max just kissed me and I was frozen in shock of what had just happened, my brain was still in a ruckus because I hadn't even noticed I was standing in one position for over two minutes, as Max stood there waiting for my response, but I couldn't utter out a response, Max looked away after I didn't respond, he looked away in a disappointed way.
After composing my shit together I said "Max I like you, but as a friend for now, in just getting to know u, but as for now let's just be friends k"
This time it was Max's turn to compose his shit, then minutes later he said in a defeated voice "yes, ok"
I told Max "were friends ok so stop making this awkward" he looked into my eyes and smiled a bit. I don't even know what I should have said, but what my mind managed to created got me out of this shit, now I just prepare for another time if he ever asks me that.
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We arrived in his dorm well yesterday, he was even smiling, but I can't get what he asked me yesterday out of my head, I asked myself if I was worthy to be loved but then I saw him walking my way....................
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My ray of sunshine
Teen Fiction#Hearts get broken #Driven by desparation #Jelousy rules - Max a normal teenager in his last years of high school falls in love with what looks like an emotionless Ray who just wants to fuck,....... until Zayn happens. from fighting for you love to...
