My ray of sunshine

Chapter 5-Zayn the new kid

Max

I wasn't planning to go to school today because my heart was still in much sufferable pain, but Brian had to come and act like a parent and drag me all the way to school. Thinking back,im happy i came because in my gaze is a hunk of a man, an Indian God, i know this sounds familliar but in this case im truly in love. I know i just got my heart broken and i think that's part of why im here pretending to be in my locker but im really just looking at him, the new Indian guy, his black hair rolling down his sholder his deep brown eyes, his perfect figure,his big ass, the big bulge showing on the grey sweatpants he has on, which showed a bit of veins, does that mean his dick is veiny, i hope so. I can already picture him naked and i really like it, i like him most of all,as Mr dom walks towards me he tells me that its my turn to take the new kid around the school for the day, i was never happy about walking the new kids around because im social akward but since there is a chance that hot guy is the new guy i agree."you'll be walking a new guy called Zayn raghmid he is in the same classes as you so, i think it'll be easy for you, and make sure to introduce him to your classmates oh and by the way he's Indian" Mr Dom says as he walks away. I go looking for Zayn, i find him easily because i already knew how he looked like since i was psychopathly looking at him in the hallway,"hi im max im the person showing you around the school today" i say. "oh hi im zayn, nice to meet you.". As i walked Zayn around the school i couldn't help but notice his bulge was bigger than i thought and now i wish i was in his pants, like literally.I'm asking myself what it takes for me to learn that hearts can easily be broken and in this case i mean mine.As i pay more attention to Zayn i can't help but ask myself if i think he is hotter than Ray, i cant answer the question but i hope Zayn's personality is better than Ray's. We walk around the school, chatting about the history and whatnot. He's a pretty chill guy and a nice talker. He moved here recently, so I teasingly offer to show him around the town. To my surprise he agreed and we met in the afternoon after school. I couldn't forget how Ray dumped me out that night. Tears sting my eyes and a lump forms in my throat just thinking about it. Zayn and I walked home, in comfortable silence. I hadn't been fucked since that day and I was eager. i knew damn well i wouldn't get anything. boys thought i was an ugly gay fad. i was. a filthy twink, a nerd, an outcast. sighing, i opened up my laptop, and went straight to the dark corners. i got what i wanted, the feeling when you masterbate, but, it also made me feel unwanted but after looking up Indian gay porn, i felt even closer to Zayn, i could perfectly picture his face onto the indian pornstar, the sight of his chiseled shaped head made my legs go numb, as i pumped my dick more and more, my dick started spouting out white stringy cum,it was now all over my hand and now, all i could think about was Zayn.And then, the thought struck me again"who is better looking, Zayn or Ray?" i asked myself."what were you asking me max?" said Brian. I didn't know i was shouting, im ashamed to tell Brian i have a crush already, i can already picture his word in my head when he discovers it .

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I had promised Zayn to show him around the town and what better place to take a new person in Arkansas on a Sunday than the town pool.Zayn had given me his dorm number and on my way i saw Ray leaving Natasha's room{Natasha was Brians girlfriend for the past 1 and a half years and yesterday was there anniversarry} and i am damm sure that i saw Ray adjusting his pants on his way out,because of how we left of, i hid behind some lockers, and by the grace of satan i saw a hickey on his neck,Brian was so gonna break up with Natasha.When he left i decided i'd tell Brian after me and Zayn went for swimming.

Everything was going great as we were walking to the swimming pool,our convesations were actually a hit, but i couldn't help but think there was something he was hiding from the way he looked at me,but, i shrugged it of as we arrived at Arkansas city pool.I led him to the stalls but all the stalls were full. I had a towel on so i could change at the open bathroom area,so i procided to whip of my towel from my bag and to my suprise Zayn removed his shirt and trouser and he was now left in his loose blue undies, his rock hard 6 pack and his shoulders were nothing less than perfect, i couldn't control myself i got hard and the moment i looked up at him[im 5,9 and Zayn is probably 6,1, so immagine the hight difference when i look up at him.] i noticed him looking right at my bulge that was now showing on my towel and he couldn't help but laugh, i honestly don't know if that laugh is of critisism or a sign i should kiss him:/ . The whole day passes by fast and its now his turn to take me back to my dorm. He leaves and i tell Brian all that i witnessed and he was surely heart broken, he called Natasha and after some yelling on the phone they broke up.Brian is crying in his room right now and i don't have the guts to sympathise with him, so i go and sleep in judgement of being an ass of a bestfriend to a guy who carried me from heartbreak to our dorm.fuck me,this is why no guy loves me i'm pathetic.