Fifty Shades of Friends (book 1) j.g.

Chapter 10- I'll Take the Risk

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EMMA's POV

"Breakfast is served!" I smile proudly at myself, setting the french toast and eggs I made for the boys.

We all grab a plate and fill it with the perfect amount that we desire, and sit at my kitchen counter island.

"Looks good Em!" JJ says sitting down first, before Jack, Sam, and I.

"Thanks." I smile and sit down in between him and Sammy.

Gilinsky sat on the other side of the counter and brushed his legs against mine making me become startled enough to look up at him, to see him glaring back at me, smirking. I couldn't help but smirk back.

As Johnson digs in, Sammy nudges me and gives me another smirk making Jack look at me confused. All this silent communication began to annoy me, so I waste no time to change the subject.

"So what do you boys plan on doing today?"

"Well, whatever you want to do." Gilinsky smirks at me once more and I was getting a little fed up with it now, because the more he looked at me with those beautiful brown eyes, the more I became closer to the feeling of butterflies in my stomach. And once you have that feeling, there's no going back from that point on.

"Well Nate invited us to his party tonight." Sammy speaks up thankfully breaking the tension between the table.

"Sounds fun! Let's do that!" Johnson adds with his face stuffed with food, making me laugh.

"Swallow you pig!" I joke and he chuckled and wiped his mouth with the napkin.

"Well how about I pick you guys up on the way to the party around 8:30?" Gilinsky suggested and we all nodded and agreed, then continued eating.

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Both Jacks have just left because they had an urgent, spare of the moment call to the studio, but Sammy decided to hang out here with me for the day. I was in my room currently laying on my bed, on my phone, while I think Sammy was getting some snacks to bring into my room.

As I continue my business on my phone, I see a tweet from Cameron on his page that startled me a little.

She's a mysterious girl who's too good for me.

All of his fans just kept tweeting him asking him if they were song lyrics, but I knew he was being serious. It was about me, and it hurt me to think I hurt him this bad. Cameron never shares his feelings over his social media unless it's a song lyric, and I can tell this was no lyric. It matched me too perfectly.

I decided to tweet out my own thought, in hopes he would see it, and I have a good feeling he would.

You're too good for me. I'm not who you think I am.

Since I know the guys, I have my own small little group of "fans", I guess you could say. I don't really do anything besides hang out with the guys and go on tour with them once and a while, but no talents come to mind that I'd like to share.

My thoughts are interrupted when Sammy's face pops up on top of me. I laugh because he scared me and made me drop my phone on my face.

"What are you doing?!" I laugh. "Get off me!"

"Now, if you ever just needed a quick f*ck without any possibilities of falling for the person, why didn't you just pick me?" he smirks at me, making me frozen in position and soon am attacked by his lips.

I push him away just enough to get his lips off mine, but his body still remained on top of me.

"Sammy! What the hell?!" I begin trying to squirm away from him but he has now managed to pin my arms above my head and find his way back to my lips but then to my neck.

I moan as he found my sweet spot and get lost for a moment.

"Just a quick one?" He breathed out sexily in a seductive voice.

"No" I say as I come to, and finally find the strength to fully push him off me.

He lands on the floor and I couldn't help but laugh as I hear a thud as he hits the floor. I guess I was strong when I really wanted to be.

"Bitch" he joked.

I playfully scoff but then end up laughing, knowing he was seriously just joking. The guys call me a bitch all the time and hey, maybe I am. I'll own up to it!

He climbs back onto my bed with me and opens a bag of chips he got from my kitchen.

"So does Gilinsky know I know yet?"

"No no no! You tell me right now why the hell you surprise attacked me just right there!" I laugh, also shocked he even tried to change the subject.

"Because I just need someone to take care of this boner." He embarrassingly laughs and points to his bulge.

"Well sorry. You're slut should've taken care of it before she left this morning." I roll my eyes at him and take a bite of a chip.

"So how many times have you and Jack done that nasty?" He chuckled

"Twice" I feel my cheeks beginning to heat up. Great. *note sarcasm*

"Well are you going to stop now that you have feelings for him?"

"Well I still don't know for sure that I even have any feelings."

"You mean, you're hoping you don't..." He clarified, raising his eye brow at me.

"Whatever. It's just a hell of a predicament I'm in right now. I don't know what to do."

"Want my advice?" He says playfully shoving me randomly.

"Uh... Sure?"

"Well, you should keep him as your fuck buddy but find another guy to take care of your lovey dovey shit." He says rolling his eyes at the end of his sentence.

He was right. Maybe I just craved the attention from any guy really. I just wanted someone to hold my hand and call me his princess and babe, and so on.

"Have any ideas on a guy to do just that?"

"Yes... But that'd break his heart and our friendship if he ever found out what I was really doing."

"Cameron?"

"Yup..." I sigh out.

"Yeah, he does seem like the best to take care of that situation but if he found out, he'd probably be pretty pissed. But on the other hand, he doesn't have to find out what Jack and you are doing behind the scenes."

He was freakishly right. Sammy never gave good advice like this. I mean, at least advice that was the most ideal but not always practical in the end.

I now had a major decision to make. Run from it all and drop Jack completely before my feelings actually developed specifically for him, or do what Sammy said. Play Cam and take major risks.

"I'll take the risk."