Fifty Shades of Friends (book 1) j.g.

Chapter 20- Conflicted

EMMA'S POV

I wake up to soft, gentle kisses on my chest and sucking on my neck. I let out a soft moan when I see Cameron, and thankfully the room empty. I giggle at how he remembered what I said before I fell asleep and am glad to see he understood what I meant.

"Now this is what I call a wake up call." I laugh and wrap my arms around him, pulling him close to place a kiss on his lips.

(AN: listen to- Wait for me by Motopony starting now. )

He hovers over me, kissing me deeply and for the first time, I actually feel something from each kiss. The way he touched me and grabbed my waist in his strong hands, filled my body with an exhilarating feeling.

As I lay flat on my back, absorbing the feeling of every lasting kiss he places all over my body. As his hand slowly massages my breast, I shut my eyes as I feel like I've reached cloud 9. His gentleness really got to me in ways I couldn't explain.  He kisses my lips slowly, guiding me to move in sync with him. He slides his grasp back down to my waist and pulls my hips up towards him, so I could feel his already boner against me. He didn't even have boxers on anymore and I didn't mind.

"I want you so bad." I whisper out of desire into his ear as his lips reconnect with my neck.

Without saying another word, he moves aside my panties by pulling them off of me. I become confused that he doesn't slide right into me, but instead goes under the covers, leaving more gentle kisses down my body. Starting at my neck, to my chest, to my stomach, and ending at my sex. I bite my lip, attempting to hold in my moans but by the swirl of his tongue around me, I couldn't resist. I throw my head back as I slide my small fingers through his hair and push him closer to me. When he finds my 'spot', I couldn't help but grip the sheets and let out a soft moan as I began to reach my climax.

"You're so wet baby." He moans into me before continuing.

Seconds later I release onto the sheets with a quiet, but powerful moan. He was no Jack, but Cameron was the next best at this.

He rejoins me above the covers, meeting my lips as he slowly creeps up to the entrance of me, but doesn't enter.

"What's wrong?" I say out of breath, interrupting our passionate kiss.

"I don't have a condom."

"You're the only 20 year old guy that I've ever heard who doesn't have a condom in their wallet or somewhere." I roll my eyes and giggle a little at my teasing.

"Well, I don't want to be that guy." He smiles at me like the dork he is causing me to laugh to myself. "I'll be right back." He whispers and pecks my lips before getting out of bed and putting on his pants then jogging for the door.

One of the pluses of that who ordeal was that I got to check out his nice butt as he put on his pants! Lol

As I wait, I finger myself to stimulate that he never left, so I don't get out of my mood to do this. He comes in abruptly and smirks as he sees what I was doing.

"I wasn't even gone that long baby." He continued to smirk as he pulled his pants back down and slipped on the condom.

I watched him, continuing what I was doing as I traced his hot body with my eyes.

He gives me a dirty grin as he comes back under the sheets with me and lays me down slowly. He brings his hand up to my cheek and caresses it before kissing me deeply and slowly entering me. I moan into his mouth as he pushes in all the way. His thrusts were slow and steady, always hitting me in the right place, earning a moan with each movement of his hips. Our lips break as the synchronized movements of us together become too intense to kiss any longer without biting each other's lip.

I grip onto his back, kissing his neck once and a while in attempt to control my moans but at this point, it was useless.

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As we lay beside each other, him holding me in his arms tightly, my thoughts travel off as they usually do until I ask myself a question that I was scared to hear the answer to.

"Um, Cam?" I say nervously.

"Yeah?"

"Where did you get the condom from?"

"From Jack. Why?"

Oh sh*t....

"Uh... Which one?" I began to panic.

"Gilinsky. Why?"

SH*T!

"No reason. I-I just am a little embarrassed." I try and laugh but I was at the point where I felt like I was about to begin shaking any moment.

I slip out of his grasp and began to get dressed from clothes I've packed.

"Emma, what's going on?"

"Nothing! I promise." I smile as I turn to face him and take a deep breath.

To shut him up once and for all, I lean on the bed and kiss him then return to my luggage.

As I think about what I'll have to face today with Jack, I put on a strapless sports bra so I can slip over a loose tank top that is cut low on the side, exposing my skinny figure and bra. I then just throw on a regular pair of jean shorts before heading to the bathroom to do my hair and make up.

I can't even begin to understand my feelings anymore. This morning was perfect. Literally perfect. Even though Jack never slipped my mind till now, I still feel extremely bad. Yeah, I know what he's done to me, but last night I think I was a little too dramatic. I shouldn't have told him that I wouldn't even try to be his friend anymore and quit all relationships I have with him all together. That was a thing I said in the moment and I regret it... big time. I don't know what today will hold, but let's hope this plane ride to DC is a nice long one. I'll need all the time I can get to think about the first thing to say to him.

I love Jack. I like Cameron. But of course, I'm in that classic position of who to choose...

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