I'm trying to be happy.
I AM TRYING OK. I AM TRYING SO HARD BUT YOURE MAKING IT DIFFICULT. PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU. MY LIMBS HURT SO BADLY BECAUSE OF IT.
I HID MY DEATH TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER. I HAVE DONE SO MUCH TO FORGET ABOUT YOU. SO MUCH. WHY DO YOU KEEP COMING UP. I WANT TO STAB YOU SO SOFTLY.
I CARE. FUCK YOU. STOP REMINISCING. I CARE.
I'm feeding the wheel. So are you.
Why can't we stop?
Fuck you. Fuck me. Kill me already.
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Resilient Spirit
PoetryA collection of poetry and prose crafted during a time of grief, love, and confusion. (my diary for everyone to read) Updated every week! ♡
