It never goes right.

Chapter 9.

It had been a few months now and the wedding was getting closer. I hated the thought of my mum marrying this horrible monster but she was so happy and I couldn't bare to be the one to make all that change.

I was starting to make new friends at school and slowly but surely I had my very own little "group".

However there were also lots of people who didn't like me. A girl who I had only spoken to once or twice called Raegan started spreading some nasty rumours about me. She told people that I sent her boyfriend pictures of my naked body which of course was not true. I was only 12 why would I do that? I didn't even know she had a boyfriend.

I went to school the following day and had all sorts of insults thrown at me. "Slag". "Slut". "Why would you send naked pictures of yourself? Your disgusting!" "Ew you're gross". "She makes me feel sick".

They were just a few of the nicer ones.

From then on a lot more people started to dislike me. I got bullied everyday. I was walking home and decided to take the shortcut which was down a little alleyway that lead into my street. A few of Raegans friends were there. They started throwing sticks and rocks at me, shouting insults and mocking me. One girl, I think her name was Julie, she pulled my ponytail and dragged me to the floor while a few of her other friends kicked me in the back and stomach. There were 5 of them and one of me. Before I could get up I was being punched in the face and spat on, my hair was pulled and they ripped my skirt off leaving me in my school top and pants. I was humiliated.

A group of year 11 boys saw what was going on and scared the girls away. One of them helped me up and gave me his P.E shorts and they walked me home.

I was in floods of tears, I was so embarrassed. When I got to my door David came out, he had a smirk on his face until he saw the boys. I saw a flicker of jealousy run over him and his face turned red. He ran over to the boys and started punching them, telling them if they touched me again he would kill them.

"Stop it David they were helping me! Some girls beat me up and these boys saved me" I screamed trying to get him off.

"You're a fucking weirdo!" Said one of the lads and they ran off before I could even thank them.

"Why did you do that they were helping me?!" I cried.

"No one touches my little girl. Only I get to do that" he stroked his hand on my cheek. I pushed him away and ran inside hoping to find my mum.

I told her what happened at school and with the group of lads she went outside and argued with David.

I went up to my room and noticed the blade on my bedside table. I picked it up and swiped it across my thigh a few times. The pain was unbearable but it helped me forget everything else.