He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader] 💜

2. Friends 💜

Flashback

She is taking me to the rooftop of our school. I couldn't say anything or do anything to free myself from her as I am damn weak to protect myself from anyone.

We reached the rooftop. She glared at me for some time and then suddenly hugged me.

"Hyejin-a, what happened to you? Why are you like this? You are so pale. Why are you not eating anything? Have you checked your results? After seeing your results I couldn't process anything", she took a pause and started again to make sure I am okay or not.

"I am really sorry for all these years being so mean to you. But trust me I didn't hate you that doesn't mean I like you either. I am sorry for being mean again as I am trying to be as honest as possible now.

Please let it out, I will not judge you. Please try to trust me at least once in this life, right at this moment.

I am not forcing you but I am here for you. Please say something, Hyejin-a", her voice is breaking a little bit as I can clearly understand that she is emotional now because of me.

That triggered me, I hugged her back tightly, I couldn't control myself and sobbed hard until I couldn't breathe anymore.

She is there for me all this time until I become calm again, crying with me, rubbing my back, trying to calm me.

I told her everything had happened so far and she hugged me again and started to scold me. There she goes, she already became my best friend.

"I can never imagine the depth of hurt you are going through now. But Hyejin-a it's okay to break down. Even though it's easy for me to say, please cry as much as you can because in that way only you may feel better", she said and started crying along with me.

"Do you think your parents feel happy after seeing you like this? Don't forget that they are always looking after you. Don't break their hearts anymore.

Please Hyejin-a, try to become normal like the once brilliant student you were.

You should make your parents proud by becoming a successful doctor just like them. They will definitely get happy and be proud of you once you move on, get into a renowned medical University, become a successful doctor, marry a most handsome guy, become a responsible mother and be happy.

You don't want to see all these things, do you? You can make everything possible Hyejin-a. I will be there in each and every phase of your life from now on.

Now please be a good girl and give a smile so that your parents get happy and of course me too. I am sure your grandmother is not showing it but she is also really worried about you. For her sake too please try to move on.

They always say that one who is living should live. That's life. I have spoken a lot despite my age. I think I am a beauty with a brain", she wiped her tears off and proudly flipped back her long hair and gave me a beautiful smile.

That made me smile too. Her words gave me a lot of comfort, confidence and courage. I hugged her again and said I will definitely try to become normal like before, but it takes time.

"Come on, let's listen to some songs and get chilled. Later I will give you all the notes I have prepared so far and we can study together.

You can come over to my home whenever you want, we can sleep over and do night outs and grab the first and second places again.

You know right, this year we are going to complete our middle school and enter our high school. Let's rule the school.

But don't think I will go easy on you, we will be still competing", she said, giving me one side of her earphones and gesturing to me to enjoy the songs she is going to play.