JUNGKOOK'S POV:
"Everything went well so far but I am damn tired because of the continuous schedule, the whole week. I am getting frustrated at this weird feeling.
Why does this seem like I am missing her?" I said to myself after returning to the mansion, I took a long shower and had my dinner and was staring at nothing in particular.
"Anyways we have to meet her for lunch, like I mentioned to her in the last meeting. Let me ping her and at any cost I want to meet her this weekend.
Hello, Hyejinshi. Can we meet this Sunday to have lunch? Okay, this sounds perfect", I convinced myself after typing the message and pressed the send button, expecting an immediate reply because I know it's her working hours and she keeps on checking on her phone for any emergency cases.
But I didn't get any reply. So I immediately dozed off as there was no ounce of energy in me. I am feeling jet lag too.
"Oh my goodness! I slept straight for 16 hours? It's already lunch time but why didn't I get any reply yet. Is she okay? Is something wrong?", I thought, looking at my phone, sighing and I am very hungry.
"Let's eat something, then my brain starts working. I think it's better to hang out with V hyung in the evening today, it's been a long time since we played video games.
I need some diversion too", I said to myself and ordered the food which is a long menu that can serve me for the entire day.
"I really had a blast after a long time but I didn't feel any better when it comes to missing her", I said to no one in particular, I came to the mansion after hanging out with V hyung up to 2 am in the morning.
"It's 3 am. I think she will be working, let me try calling her", I said and dialled the number but didn't get any response which made me upset.
"Let me try calling her one last time and I will visit the cafe tomorrow, which we met last time. It's the weekend but even if she is not present, let me wait there for some time.
The view is really amazing there. I can get some fresh air too. I have to know what exactly happened right?
Is she ignoring me? That can't be, why would she ignore me? Oh my god, my head is going to break with all these questions", I said to myself, rubbing my forehead, hoping the call will be answered and calling the number which is giving me a headache which is worse than a hangover and again the same, no response.
"Let's leave for the cafe after having lunch. I don't know why but I think I will meet her today, maybe telepathy will do its work.
Thinking about telepathy, it's been a long time since I heard our telepathy song", l thought while I was going through my playlist while eating Jjajangmyeon and started playing songs randomly.
"Why is everything looking clean, don't tell me she already came here before today and she won't be here soon", I thought after getting down from my car, walking through the lawn which leads to the cafe and got surprised when I saw the unlocked cafe.
"Oh my god. There she is", I squealed.
"She is lost somewhere, she didn't even notice my presence", I thought to myself and felt a sense of relief, "Thank God, you are alive!", I almost screamed without realising what I just said but got startled immediately.
JUNGKOOK'S POV ends.
"Now I have one more person to miss whenever I come here. I didn't have much work last night so I slept for more than 4 hours which is enough for me to stay awake today and clean the cafe", I thought when I entered the cafe and tried to motivate myself to start the cleaning.
"I don't know why the cafe looks messed up more than anytime just like my mind. So it's going to take time today", I said to myself, leaving a heavy sigh and started cleaning, lost in my thoughts.....trying to clean them too.
"Thank God, you are alive!", a familiar voice came out of nowhere which made me flinch badly and I dropped the flower vase, which was in my hands.
"You scared the hell out of me", I yelled after looking at the person and glared at him.
How dare you, Jungkook, to show up like this while I am facing a mini war with myself .
I thought and continuously glared at him.
"I am sorry if I scared you. Are you okay? You didn't get hurt right? It's made of glass. You looked so lost in something that you didn't even notice my presence.", Jungkook said, approaching me, took my hands and started checking if I was hurt anywhere, which made me almost melt for him.
"Of course, you scared me. Can't you knock the door or call me by my name? I am not sure whether you remember my name or not because it's quite possible for a busy person like you to forget a normal, ordinary person like me.
By the way, what are you doing here, Jeon Jungkook?", I almost yelled at the last part and freed myself from his grip harshly, which confused him.
"Why are you yelling at me? Is everything okay with you? You sound like you are mad at me. But why?" Jungkook asked me with his doe eyes open wide, eyebrows crooked and his voice is very low which indicates that he is upset.
"I am mad at you? How can I dare to be mad at you? I can never. For your information, yes, nothing is okay. I know you want to end all this after having lunch with me but there is no need for that.
You already apologised for hurting me unintentionally and also thanked me for saving you. And I clearly told you that it's fine and I will do the same if whoever is present in your place", I said, this time I was shouting at him which made him more upset but I got confused when I saw the look on his face after what I said.
"Whoever? Huh? Whoever? How can you say that after all these? I thought I was special to you but still I am nothing to you even if I tried to be friends with you despite being busy?", Jungkook said while pinning me to the nearest wall, there is no healthy distance between us and I can feel his hot breath on my face, he is furious that he didn't even realise what he is doing to me.
They say beware of the double bunny. I think I messed with that bunny now. His strong muscles are squeezing me out and his grip is getting stronger with time.
"Yes, Mr. Jeon. You are special to me that's why I am facing all sorts of emotions in me unlike you.
You didn't even bother to tell me that you are leaving Korea and didn't even ping me while you were away but once you were back, you texted me like nothing happened.
You didn't even bother to ask how I am? What I have faced while you are away", I said being in the same position, looking straight into his eyes, gave a smirk that I can be furious too.
I don't know what took over him, he immediately freed me from his grip and sat on a chair near us and started staring at nothing but something that seemed different.
"Wait? What? Is he crying? Jeon Jungkook is crying now for what I said to him?
Oh no, this is not what I am expecting, it's really hurting when he is like this in front of me.
I couldn't watch him crying on the stage itself, but now he is crying in front of me and it's because of me, I can never forgive myself.
But why? I don't think he is crying because of what I said", I mentally screamed after looking at his doe eyes filled with tears.
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