He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader] 💜

24. Best Of Me 💜

"Please ping me once everything gets settled with your V hyung, okay? First, try to listen to him and then explain your version.

Of course there can be clashes in your opinions but he is older than you and you know very well, he is always right. Our V is always right", I said to Jungkook with a wink at him, he is ready to leave and currently we are standing outside the hospital.

"Thank you so much, Hyejin-a. I will talk to him, I won't lose my cool anymore. Well, I love him so much that's why it's really killing me that I myself had hurt him", Jungkook said and got into his car with a final wave, he left.

He said he can't go into the details then why is he here? Why did he get into an argument with Taehyung about me? I am nothing right?

Whenever I think about Jungkook, I always end up with many questions for which no answer can be found.

It's better to leave it here. Let's get back to work. I am feeling tired today. I have to take a rest after the shift.

I thought and left to continue my work.

JUNGKOOK'S POV:

Flashback:

"I am sorry, V hyung. It's not like, I didn't want to tell you anything, I just hate when you get worried about me. That's why I didn't tell you about the concert day all this time.

But trust me hyung, I am fine now, I didn't face any breathing issues later. It's because, mentally, I got overwhelmed on that day as it's been a long time since we performed in Busan.

These days, I have been spacing out because I am not sure about my feelings for her. I want to spend time with her and I became curious about her. But once I got to know her, I felt weird.

Everything is very new to me. I didn't feel like this for anyone before", I said to V hyung.

I explained everything to V hyung that has happened so far, we are currently playing video games at his place.

"But you should have discussed with us about your condition on that day. You know right, members always care for each other.

It really hurts if we are not present by your side while you're facing a hard time. Please don't do this again.

And about her, from whatever you said I am able to understand that she is really a nice person. But being good is a problem here, she can't handle your situation.

From what I feel, she is the one who gets hurt the most at the end. What about you? You are saying everything is new to you. Do you even know how much damage it causes if something goes wrong?

If you know it hurts at the end then why bother to even start? Of course this is your life Jungkook-a, but think about her once. We can never hurt the army, that too intentionally", V hyung said not even a single word he used is wrong.

Hyung is right. Everything he is saying makes sense. But why am I not able to take it? Why is this frustrating me? I am not in the right state of mind to react now.

I want to travel with her and what if she is the one for me? What if she is the right person with whom I will be happy forever?

Temporary scars are fine, if we can be happy together at the end.

I am having an inner battle with myself after listening to V hyung.

"Of course this is my life. That's what I am trying to say from the beginning. Why are you so worried about something which has already happened and something which has not yet happened?