He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader] 💜

26. Look Here 💜

"Oh my god.....she is really something. I am still in shock with whatever she said. I like her honesty but I can never be honest like her.

Her confessions are provoking the beast in me. But her intentions are not as wild as mine.

I am in trouble, I may lose my control soon. Let's maintain some distance for a few days. I think it's better to give her some space", Jungkook said to himself after he got into his car outside the hospital, leaving a heavy sigh, he drove off.

It's over now. He definitely won't come to me again. What if he sues me for real this time?

No, that won't happen. It's not like I am drooling over him.

But it's true, I was drooling over him earlier.

God, it's time to save me. Please save me. But I think I am really a nice person because I didn't take any advantage of him even though we were in an intimate position.

I didn't have any dark intentions for him. That's a lie though.

Let's leave this to Jungkook. Every woman feels the same for him. He is a heart throb for millions of women in the whole world.

He can understand and he should understand my situation. I am trying to be positive with whatever has happened and while I am lost in my thoughts, Misoo came.

"How are you feeling now? Is everything okay? Why are you looking lost and pale?", Misoo asked after she came into the dorm and sat beside me.

"I am feeling a lot better Misoo-a. You know what, I have been getting worried that I might do something stupid to him right? I did it. He heard our entire conversation. I am doomed. We are done now.

Let's eat something and rest for some time. I think I can work tonight", I said to Misoo but she had a lot of questions written on her face.

"He left already? But from what I have seen he got used to this, Hyejin-a and he knows you very well. Don't worry, he will understand.

Actually I have been struggling a lot to calm myself. Yesterday when I called him, Tae answered his phone. Do you believe this?

I talked with Tae on the phone. Wow, I am very happy. I am not able to understand how I controlled my excitement all this time", Misoo said, she is smiling ear to ear and her excitement is at its peak.

"Wow, Misoo-a. How was he? Of course, he is really a kind hearted person. How was his voice?", I asked her, we both started jumping, moving in circles and almost screaming in excitement.

"He is really an angel. I have fallen for him again. His voice is deeper than an ocean, I hope I hear his voice in person too, in this life", Misoo said, soon her excitement faded and she sat on the couch with a gloomy face.

"Oh no, Misoo-a. Please don't start sulking now. We have a long life. Let's see what happens. We may go to fan meetings in the future. Who knows?

But how are we supposed to live when all the seven members go to the military? They already announced about Jin leaving next month", I said, sat beside her in the same mood as her, we were on the verge of crying and then, my stomach started rumbling.

"Let's eat something. Food is an emotion. Let's go out and eat all the delicious food. Even though it's early in the morning, I know a place nearby that serves the best Korean food and I think it's already open", Misoo said after hearing my stomach complaining, leaving a heavy sigh and we both left the dorm.

We ate until our stomach was ready to explode. But we felt better and came to the dorm again. I think we fell into a post-meal food coma, we slept straight for 8 hours. Around 5pm, we both got up to freshen up and left for our respective departments.