He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader] 💜

14. You are the cause of my Euphoria 💜

"Yeboseyo, hmmm..... Jungkookshi?", I asked to make sure whether I called the right person or not.

"Yes Hyejinshi, please tell me", Jungkook said trying to hide his excitement as he didn't expect the call.

"I am sorry I hope I didn't disturb you. Have you reached Busan safely? I couldn't text you, you must be busy so...", I asked him as I am regretting not texting him till now whether he reached safely or not.

"I am not busy, that's totally fine. Yeah I reached safely. My mom and dad liked the mandarins you gave, they asked me to convey their thanks to you", he said, making me shiver.

"He discussed with his parents about me, what would they think of me if he said what actually happened between us?", I didn't say this out, I am trying to be calm but I couldn't anymore.

"You told them about me? About us?", I asked without realising what I asked.

"Us? It's not like we are in some relationship. I couldn't tell them what exactly happened. I told them you are my friend, that's it", he said and I can clearly feel some irritation in his voice.

"I didn't mean that way. What would they think of me? If you say what exactly happened, that's what I was tensed about, but the question came wrongly", I said trying to convince him of my actual intention behind the question.

"Uhh haa?", he said, slightly clearing his throat, his voice is deeper than an Ocean.

"I-I mean, how can you say that word so easily? Relationship? How can a mere fan like me even dare about having any kind of relationship with the golden maknae of BTS, the great Jeon Jungkook", I almost yelled and didn't even realise I raised my voice.

"I thought friendship is also a sort of relationship. I thought we were already friends. Are we? We are not?", Jungkook asked and the question really hit me hard.

"Jungkookshi, I am not sure how to answer your question but if you say so, yes we are friends", I said as I don't want to offend him or make him feel uncomfortable by telling him how I can be friends with him when he is the only one I can see as a man.

"Jungkookshi? I remember asking you to call me Jungkook in the morning only", he said more like he is scolding me now.

"How can I call you suddenly informally?", I tried to be as logical as possible.

"What? Armys always call me Kookie, Jungkook, bunny, Jungkookie", he said, being more than logical now.

I rolled my eyes and I got him now. He is bored and is playing with me.

Let's play then.

I thought and mentally smirked.

"Oh, so you are very eager to listen to me calling you Kookie or Jungkookie uhh?", I asked and immediately covered my mouth with my hand as I started laughing.

"Hmmmm?", Jungkook asked and I think he is Jung shook now because I bet he didn't expect this.

"If you want then you have to bribe me with something", I said and mentally slapped myself because now he will definitely taunt me back.

"Okay, what do you want from me?", he asked without any hesitation in his voice which made my stomach do somersaults.

"What? You are asking me for real? I just tried to mess with you the way you did with me earlier in the morning", I blurted out without thinking twice and I regret a lot for saying so.

"Oh no Hyejin-a! How can you even think that's going to work on me? Don't you know who I am?", Jungkook asked me and I can imagine the look on his face now, that made me furious.

Let's mess up with each other.

"Fine then, sing a song for me, then I will think about calling you Kookie", I said trying to be as confident as possible with my answer.

"Think about it? Hahahaha. There won't be any thinking, you will definitely say 'oh my god Kookie, I am in love with your voice, no wonder you are a world class artist, our golden maknae, wow, you are amazing' and who knows you may ask me to marry you at the end", he said and he is clearly mocking me by changing his voice in the middle and then back to his voice when he said I will ask him to marry.

"As if you will marry me, for real, if I ask you so. Please sing me a song", I said and he can understand that I am being impatient now.

Without any reply, without any warning he started singing........

Take my hands now.You are the cause of my Euphoria.Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah.

Jungkook sang the whole song and I didn't say anything in the middle, I was lost in his voice and I know I may ask him to marry me because his voice is the one which every girl desires to listen to before going to bed at night and after waking up in the morning.

There was comfortable silence after he completed the song before he asked "don't tell me you slept."

"How can I say anything if I sleep?", I replied and this made him laugh and to be honest I am lost now after hearing my favourite sound, his laugh, it's a melody to me.

"Hmmm, then go to sleep, it's already late", he said as if he was in some rush.

"Okay, I am going to sleep now, good night and thank you so much for the song.

Euphoria is my all time favourite, I was in shock when you started singing that song without giving me any warning", I said trying to hide my excitement but failed and now I have to face his teasing again for this, I thought.

"That's my pleasure. Actually I sang that song after a long time. It's a very special song to me. Okay then good night and dream of me", he said and I heard him chuckling so I thought to take revenge.

"Sleep tight, Kookie. I hope you won't dream of me", with that said, I immediately disconnected the call and started to roll on the bed from left to right and right to left, giggling and trying to control my excitement as my heart was going to explode for whatever happened until a voice brought me back.

"I am sober now after listening to your conversation. Now stop flying in the air and sleep. It's already midnight", Misoo said with a very calm voice which made me smile and I didn't say anything and dozed off slowly.

JUNGKOOK'S POV:

"I didn't expect she would call me. The call went like, we are used to it. I think I am in trouble now.

What if I want to talk with her daily like this? She will definitely try to push me away. I can already see through her as I am sharing her breath."

I said to myself without realising what I am thinking and what I am saying and when I realised

"What's happening? Sharing her breath? It's a fact but why is it giving me a weird feeling", I said placing my hand on my chest towards the left and I am able to hear my heart beating faster like always after the performance in our concerts.

"Is this because she called me Kookie? It's not new to me, getting called Kookie but why am I feeling a new feeling? I am getting trusfrated now I mean frustrated", I said, ruffling my hair, trying to calm down.

"Of course I can't dream of you today because I can't sleep now and I can't wait to meet you", I said while looking at the name of the contact and trying to stop smiling like a stupid.

"But I can't be awake as I have an important schedule starting tomorrow, no it's from today, it's already midnight.

I am leaving for Qatar. I have to do this, it's my dream, I will do this. Let's put everything aside and focus on the schedule.

Jungkook! You can do this. Fighting!", I encouraged myself to get some sleep and I succeeded, I immediately dozed off as I had to leave South Korea in the morning.

JUNGKOOK'S POV ends.