It is All so Very Twisted.... EnDed ( A Romance )

14. Broken Trust

Chapter 14

Broken Trust

Yibo had seen Zhan's car as he was walking up to his house, but Zhan wasn't sitting on his porch. He figured his mom must've let Zhan in before leaving and as he stuck his key in the door, Yibo saw him sitting on the couch.

Zhan jumped at the sight of Yibo and he ran over and gave him a hug. "Where have you been? I've been calling and texting. I was really worried."

"I'm so sorry Zhanzhan. I got held up at Johnny Cakes applying for a job, since my mom needs some help. I left my phone there and I didn't go back because I was already half way here, and I didn't want to keep you waiting. I'll go back for it later." Yibo lied, hoping Zhan would believe him.

"Oh well, you should have just asked me for a ride or something; now we've missed the movie. I'm starting to think you planned this on purpose so we'd have to stay home," Zhan joked.

"There might be some truth to that." He kissed Zhan. "How about we stay in and watch a movie and order some food?

"I'm not really hungry and I don't want to look at a movie that I've already seen," Zhan said as he sat on the couch.

Yibo plopped down next to Zhan. "Well what do you want to do? I'm up for just about anything."

Zhan looked at Yibo as he moved closer to him. Zhan put his arms around his neck before taking a deep breath and whispering, "I just want to be with you."

Yibo raised his eyebrows. If Zhan meant what he thought he meant, then he would have a hard time believing that Zhan was ready for this step. "Wei, I'm not sure I know what you mean."

"Don't make me say it. Come on Yibo, what do you think I mean?" Zhan stood up and crossed his arms. "Look I know it's completely left field, but I've been thinking about it for a while and there isn't any reason why we shouldn't; I mean unless-you don't want to."

Yibo walked over to Zhan and put his arms around his waist. "Of course I want to, I'm a guy. I'm a guy who's in love. I just want to make sure you want this. We don't have to if you don't want to."

Zhan Laughed. "I am the one who suggested it, so it's really up to you, because I know what I want."

"I want to, but I don't have anything; I mean like you know...any precautions. I wasn't really expecting for tonight to be the night."

"It's ok; I have. Once I started dating Archie, my mom pushed the issue. She couldn't stand him and she sure as hell wouldn't risk me having any risk because of him."

Yibo really didn't need to hear the intimate details of Zhan's relationship with Archie and jealousy showed all over his face.

Zhan caught on to his look as he grew quiet. "Yibo, you should know something. Archie and I-we never had sex. We almost did, but I backed out at the last minute. I didn't want any regrets; after all we'd only been dating for a month at the time."

Yibo had been relieved that Archie and Zhan hadn't had sex, but he still wasn't sure if Zhan was ready for the next step with him. "We've only been officially dating a couple weeks, how are we any different?"

"I shouldn't have to tell why we're different. How I feel about you can't be compared to whatever I had with Archie. Just trust me when I say, I'm ready for this. I want this-with you." Zhan kissed him long and hard, wishing he'd stop ruining the moment.