Months have passed and the loving couple will soon be reunited and re-wedded it's a happy moment to reunite with a loved one and with family Raiden Ei the mother of Scaramouche will attend the wedding and reunion and the sibling of Scaramouche too
I was cuddling Kazuha on the couch cramping him and huddling up to the couch wall and pinning him, i heard the doorbell and then troubled, i opened the door then saw my mom!? "Mom!? Why are you here?" I asked confused why did she come now? "Ah. My son I'm here to look at your husband of course and why can't i?"
She said but then added
"I need to know if you treat him well a gentle leaf like him can't afford to be ripped and by the way i wanted to see my grandkids obviously."
So that's why she's here.
"Well if it's with Kazuha he's on the couch and for our children they're in the backyard playing if i remember correctly."
I said. She looked at Kazuha who's on the couch tiredly hanging near the armrest and then smiled gently.
"He's such a good boy. What does he even see in you anyway? When you both were your teenage years, you were out of control and basically Kazuha was the only thing that made you not go on a genocide. I wonder how you got him."
She said i felt guilty because i didn't benefit him in any way and i could've been better for and could be more nicer to him but..I know his scars will never heal, my mood immediately darkened and my Mother saw that and said "Well Kuni dear, As long as you can control yourself and stay nice to him you both can be happy. It's not asking for much. Control your possessive ness."
She's right i shouldn't go crazy and hurt him. That's not a thing i would do. I love him. Too much. It's too much. My love's sickening. I feel sick. I feel disgusting.
"I'll try to be better for him..." I said full of guilt my heartbreaks from how I treat him. I felt a tear rolled down my eye my mother panicked and wiped my tears but all i could think about was Kazuha and how nice he was to me, he would walk to the ends of the universe for me he loved me to bits and the love i felt from him melted my heart, butterfly's in my stomach and tears of joy. I feel so happy with him i feel nothing else without him, without him i feel nothing, hallow, empty and incomplete. With nothing inside. I feel myself inhuman. Kazuha is everything to me, i can't live without him, if he ever leaves me i would kill myself, i can't bear to let him go. I just can't. My obsession with him keeps growing until I feel it coming up my throat. My brain is telling me to stop loving him my way but i tend to follow my heart and my heart isn't always right, i cried endlessly thinking about how much i need Kazuha.
I need him.
I want him.
I can't live without him.
I can't spend a single day without him.
I love him.
I love him
I love him!
I love him too much until its sickening
My love for him is eating me alive.
I might just consume him.
I want him to be part of me.
I want him to be mine.
He makes me feel human.
He makes me feel sane.
He makes me feel.
He makes me happy.
I want to spend my life with him.
I want to eat him.
My chest hurts.
Everything hurts.
I love him
I love him
I love him
I love him
I love him
I love him
I love him
Too much.
It's not enough.
Nothing's enough.
He's mine.
I won't take no as an answer.
If he leaves my sight..
He won't live to regret it.
I want to treasure him.
He makes me feel..
He makes me feel...
Loved.
Teenage years was rough.
The old ages was long ago.
And long tailed.
He made me feel free.
When nobody else did.
I snapped out of my trance when Kazuha was hugging me from the back and i held one of his hands and i admired the ring on his finger, i love him so much. I can't help it.
"Scara please don't cry." He wiped my tears with his gentle hand and i kissed his lips tenderly holding his back
He can't leave.
Please don't desert me.
If you leave..
I'll break.
I would give you my heart.
I would give you everything.
Just please.
Don't leave me.
You're the only one.
I love you.
I would give you my everything.
You are my everything.
You're my world.
If you're not here.
I will die.
I can't have you leave.
I'd miss you too much.
I miss you.
This feeling of loneliness.
Gets filled to joy.
Because you're here with me.
Please don't leave.
I'll do anything.
Don't leave.
I don't want to hurt you.
You're the only one i need.
My obsession is sick.
I'm sick for your love.
I'm lovesick for you.
If i can't have you.
No one will.
I will keep you with me.
Till the delusion of time falls back
And breaks.
I can't stand to be alone.
You were the only with me
When i was lonely
With nobody and nothing
To hold on to.
You were the only one with me.
I would give you my liver.
I would give you anything.
Just don't leave.
I won't hurt you.
I love you too much.
Too much.
Kazuha was worried my mother was worried i have failed my lover and my mother. I put my head on Kazuha's shoulder and weeping he gladly hugged back and patted my back gently and running his hands trough my hair releasing the knots
