After Kazuha comforted me i was doing alright my Mother helped set out my re-wedding i finally get married to Kazuha but it's not abusive anymore. Damn even thinking about the past makes me wanna kill myself,
Killing my daughter wasn't a good choice...Damnit damnit damnit...I should've not done that but if I'm careful..No one will know...Not My family, not Kazuha's family, Not Kazuha..If he does find out he'll have to die. If he's going to leave me i need to make sure with the fact he finds out.
I can't have him leave me.
I've done so much
For him
And only for him.
No one else.
I started biting my thumb knowing that if Kazuha finds the blood of his deceased parents are on my hands he'll leave me for sure.
I killed Kazuha's parents and so he was taken in by their distant cousins which were Aunt Ningguang and Aunt Beidou, without Kazuha i would've never even lived past highschool my days were so rough but he's always there for me and i know he'd stay if i keep my mouth shut carefully.
I searched for Kazuha and found he was in the study looking at the picture of our past daughter..I guess he must miss her still, and it's all my fault that i killed her.
I approached Kazuha silently and hugged him from behind "Kazuha, are you okay?" He seemed upset looking at out past daughter...
I kissed his cheek---- he was upset... I felt sorry a little and he held me tightly
He let go of the picture and payed his head on the desk, he was gone from me, not wanting to disturb him any further i left and gave him some space fathoming how he can make Kazuha happy again
As I looked at the pictures of my deceased daughter i thought why i had to live in this type of misery so i got up from my chair and out of the study looking for Kuni, finding him in the bedroom he sat down on the bed and asked Kuni if they could go outside "Uh..Can we go outside?" Kazuha played around kind of scraping his finger nervously but luckily Kuni complied and agreed for them to go out as they were about to go out they said goodbye to their kids "bye kids!" They said and went out of the house, holding each other's hands they didn't bother to take a ride with the car and walked to who knows where..?
Kazuha's hair was long by now since he hadn't cut it for quite some time 4-5 years maybe? He lost count now his hair was down to his spine and he looks like a girl so when they were walking down the street Kazuha played his head next to Kunikuzushi's chest while still walking people started to squeal and fangirl about their relationship since both of the pair was gorgeous.
"Omg look at them, they're so cute together!!!"
"I've never seen that guy with someone! Lucky him!"
"Wow that woman is so beautiful!"
"That couple must be blessed!"
Although both of the couple know that their relationship was anything but perfect.
Since what happened towards Kazuha when Kunikuzushi didn't know what he was doing.
But they didn't mind or rather Kazuha didn't mind.
And they ended up going to a diner, it was clean..That's good with clear windows shiny floor nothing's greasy or oily the seats have no dirt the colors are light the diner smelled good smelling natural
They sat at the 69th table and sat next to each other instead of across each other mostly because Kunikuzushi wanted to sit as close to Kazuha as can be. Kazuha didn't seem to mind (he never does..)
As a green haired person with braids arrived at their table, asking for their orders assuming their a waiter...
"What would you like to order sir and ma'am?" The waiter asked
"May i have a milkshake?" Kazuha asked.
"Of course and what you like sir?"
"I would like a blueberry shortcake."
"Order coming up though i can offer you guys a couple special!"
Kunikuzushi answered
"It doesn't matter really."
And Kazuha just nodded agreeing with Kunikuzushi
"Oh well... I'll give you guys the couple special anyways since i hate lovers being so platonic with each other!"
Kazuha put his forehead into the palms of his hands sighing.
