Members with benefits // Stray Kids Smut [ENG]

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Han overhears Lee Know exchanging a few naughty jokes with the Jeongjin, as they call them.

The very idea that those two were having sex in the next room makes Han sick. He doesn't understand why they enjoy having sex all the time. What the fuck, are they rabbits?

Han isn't asexual or even aromantic, but he doesn't think sex is a way to ease nerves. Indeed, it's extremely tiring. You need to take care of your body perfectly so you don't have anxiety that the other doesn't like your smell or the shape of your pubic hair. You need to understand what the other likes, maybe you also push yourself on doing things that you think are disgusting, like swallowing.

Come on, man, who really likes that? He must taste awful!

You have to sweat, work hard, suffer - because it definitely hurts to have a cylinder stuck up your butt - and for what? A few seconds pleasure, if you manage to come?

No, thanks.

This is Han's idea of sex and that's all because his only experience had been with a really shitty person. So Han called himself a virgin, as if that person has never existed, and says he's not interested in certain things. It's simpler that way.

Felix is his best friend, they understand each other on everything but this. Of course Felix has never even dreamed of pushing him into doing something he doesn't want, he respects Jisung deeply.

They had slept together dozens of times, they cuddled and that was so relaxing. But never anything else. Han doesn't even like talking about sex, so Felix simply avoids it.

When Han explained to him why he doesn't like it, without going into detail, Felix asked why he didn't think about some make-out session or some touching with Lee Know with whom he spent so much time. It would have been definitely less tiring than penetrative intercourse, but it could be just as satisfying.

Han blushed terribly at the thought of kissing his hyung and shook his head. Felix was definitely joking, wasn't he? 

Besides, he would never say it out loud, but he was terribly ashamed of his body. Especially the size of his penis was a problem for him. So if he has to do something like that, a stranger would be a thousand times better than one of his members.

And after months of that chatting with Felix, his thoughts and worries have remained the same.

«Hi, jagi» 

Lee Know greets him, with the usual pet name.

They have always been friends, since before the reality show and the debut. They have found each other immediately, as soon as Chan introduced them, and they have understood that they would become inseparable.

The members make jokes about them being always together, but Han doesn't understand how those guys who fuck all day with each other could even criticize a pure friendship as deep as theirs. The two of them have a soul bond as strong as the physical one between Jeongin and Hyunjin. And Han wouldn't change anything they have.

«You took a lot of time!» exclaims Han, making room for Lee Know on his bed.

Minho would like to answer: "I masturbated thinking about you" only to see Han blush like a tomato, but he knows that sex is a taboo subject for his friend and he decided months ago to never involve him, even as a joke.

«Sorry, I know you missed me.» he jokes, slapping Han butt.

Han doesn't say anything, he is so used to that gesture that he doesn't even notice it anymore. Lee Know is just a friend, he has no ulterior motive for doing this.