Members with benefits // Stray Kids Smut [ENG]

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Changbin is laughing, finally happy to have his sunshine next to him. He's trying hard not to think about what Felix and Chan did last night. He knows to be limiting Felix due to the "I'm not gay" thing and that probably the two Australians had done every thing he can't already do. And this thought is torturing him.

He would like to be able to be enough for Felix, to satisfy him, which is really difficult because that boy has been exploring his sexuality for years, while Changbin has just started. He doesn't know how long it will take before he can overcome some of his limits and, above all, he doesn't know if he will ever be able to overcome them all.

But Changbin is used to keeping everything inside. In his family, men don't cry, real men don't show "female" emotions. So he's smiling despite it all and keeps cuddling his little Felix.

Han stands to his right, funnier than usual, and Changbin is glad to see him in a good mood. They have always been inseparable, since the days of 3 Racha, when Stray Kids weren't even an idea yet. And that kiss didn't change anything; on the contrary, it brought them even closer.

Hyunjin slouches next to Han puffing, he doesn't seem in a good mood - nothing new, he's Stray Kids' drama queen after all. Jisung notices the frown on his friend's face and leans towards him, making his lips purse as if to give him a kiss.

Changbin watches the scene with curiousity: it's the first time that Han throws himself to kiss one of the members and, even if it's just a joke. Maybe last night really helped loosen him up a bit.

Hyunjin turns towards Han, gives him a glare and pushes him away with a disgusted grin.

Changbin bursts out laughing, trying to lighten the tension and hoping Han isn't offended:

«The Prince only lets Jeongin kiss him, Hanie, forget him.» he says, holding the squirrel boy close.

Han looks at Hyunjin's face for a moment, snuggling next to Changbin. The blond seems to be tense and keeps glancing at Seungmin, who is in the corner of the room warming up his voice. 

"The prince is in a bad mood" Jisung thinks, shrugging his shoulders, "better leave him alone" . Instead, he leans towards Felix, pursing his lips. The aussie smiles mischievously, amazed to see his almost twin joking like that, absolutely an unusual thing. And, instead of withdrawing, he goes towards him.

Han can't hold Lix's gaze and turns around laughing and hiding behind Changbin's sturdy shoulder: «Sometimes that little Aussie scares me» he cackles.

«Me too» chuckles Changbin, wrapping his two friends in his arms and leaving a kiss on the forehead to both of them. He really loves them, even if in different ways.

Felix moves his hazel eyes between the two rappers and narrows his gaze:

«Do you have to tell me something?» he chuckles. Han's behavior doesn't go unnoticed today: he's hardly that physical with Changbin, he usually only cuddles with Minho and Felix.

Jisung blushes at the question and whispers a quick «Later» which, however, doesn't go unnoticed. Indeed, a certain cat boy is staring at them in silence and he isn't even blinking.

Changbin notices Minho's intense gaze towards Han and holds back a smile. He wraps his arm around Jisung's waist: «Uh uh, Minho is jealous» the rapper whispers.

Han looks up curious and meets his hyung's felines eyes. 

"Jealous?"

Minho takes his eyes off Han and picks up Jeongin to make him sit on his legs. The maknae looks at him puzzled, surprised by that gesture, and follows his gaze. He immediately gets that Minho is watching Han, who is clinging to Changbin: he wants to make him jealous, obviously.