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«Can I sleep with you?»

Changbin appears at the door of Han's room, with an embarrassed smile.

«Without Felix, I find hard to sleep» he adds, blushing for his own words.

Han is already lying on the bed, wearing a comfortable pajamas, trying to hold back a small laugh. Seeing Changbin so whipped is rare and almost funny.

«Sure» he answers, determined not to make his friend feel ashamed. There's nothing wrong with being fond of Felix. The aussie is amazing, after all.

Changbin lies down next to his friend, bringing his hands behind his strong neck and staring at the ceiling. His sculpted biceps poked out of his black t-shirt.

Han observes the boy for a few moments, then turns his body towards him with a sweet expression.

«Why don't you admit that you like him?» he asks out of the blue, causing Changbin to stiffen.

«You could have been with him now and you may not be jealous of Chan anymore» Han adds, wishing only the best for his hyung. Changbin persists in denying the evidence and there is no way this could be good.

Changbin rolls his eyes: «I'm not gay, Han.» His voice seems to betray a slight insecurity and Han seems to catch it.

«Come on, Binnie, are you serious? What's wrong with that?» he asks, his eyes fixed on his friend's face.

«Nothing, but I'm not.» Changbin adds, too quickly, and continues to stare at the ceiling, hoping Han won't push him any further.

But what's he hoping for, Han is Han.

The boy is lying beside him, curled up like a squirrel, with those sweet eyes fixed on his face. But while his appearance is sweet and harmless, his tongue is sharp, and his heart is set on making Changbin accept the truth.

«Then why are you fucking Felix?»

Changbin sighs: «We only cuddle, we don't fuck» he repeats mechanically, like an automatic response he's been used to daring to himself for months.

«Mh» Han murmurs ironically, «That's sex too, hyung»

Changbin is getting annoyes, because deep down he knows Han is right, about everything, but he's not ready to accept it. He's not ready to admit it.

«And you?» he blurts out, finally crossing the younger's eyes, «Do you seriously want me to believe that you've never done anything with Minho?»

Han's eyes widen: «Sure, anything!» he exclaims with a disgusted expression, «I'm not interested in certain things and I definitely don't fuck my friends.» he snaps, with a hint of acidity. It's not a secret that he doesn't approve of his friends' activities.

Changbin would like to retort that technically Minho would be the one to fuck him, he's a top after all, but he holds back.

«Come on, don't talk bullshit!» he says instead, «Minho turns you on.» 

Han swallows, trying to hold Changbin's searching gaze. He knows that his friend's probing his reaction to see if he's right. 

«And I excite you too.» Changbin adds, hinting a small smile. One of his dimples appears on his cheek.

Han blushes and looks away, starting to torture his hands.

«This is not true» he mumbles.

Changbin rolls onto his side to face Han with his body: «Look at me» he orders.

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