Seungmin looks at Hyunjin and blushes hearing Felix's moans coming from one of the dorm room. The two guys have been chatting for the past hours, but now the youngest is having a hard time ignoring those noises.
«Do you want to go out for a walk?» Hyunjin offers, realizing his friend's discomfort, «Or we can go to the other dorm, if you want»
Seungmin is pleasantly surprised by Hyunjin's shrewdness, but he doesn't want to look like a child. It's not the sex itself that bothers him.
«I've gotten used to it, actually.» he says with a hint of a smile, «Usually it's you with Jeongin and, believe me, you're noisy» he jokes.
Hyunjin blushes: «Oh...» Of course, he knows very well that he lets himself go a lot during sex, but hearing his friend tell him directly is another thing.
«I'm sorry, did we bother you?»
"No, I'm just jealous" Seungmin thinks, pursing his lips.
«Don't worry. I just can't understand you.» he says, and in fact this is partially the truth.
«Are you demisexual, Min?» Hyunjin asks, hoping not to touch a raw nerve. They have never spoken so openly about these topics before.
Seungmin nods, «I think so.» he replies, staring at an indefinite point on the floor, «I've never had relationships but I've that kind of desire only towards those I really love» he adds, wondering if he's saying too much.
Hyunjin widens his eyes: «Have you been in love? I mean, for real?»
He's surprised not because it's Seungmin, but because almost none of the members had serious or long-lasting relationships before Stray Kids and their dating ban. He didn't think that any of them had already known what love is, the real one.
Seungmin nods. A part of him wants to tell him, wants to shout it to the world: "I'm in love with you, Hyunjin!" but instead he just sighs. He doesn't have the courage to tell him and maybe he never will.
Meanwhile Hyunjin has become curious and continues with his questions: «Before Stray Kids? You were young, how do you know it was love?»
«Not before Stray Kids» Seungmin confesses, crossing Hyunjin eyes, «I still am»
«Oh...»
Hyunjin loses himself for a moment in those brown eyes, usually so sweet and elusive, but now so intense. And he sees them, Seungmin's feelings, they are shining in those dark irises. They are strong, fiery and beautiful.
«I won't ask who they are, although I'd be curious to see what a beautiful person you love» Hyunjin says sincerely. He has always held Seungmin in high esteem and is curious about what kind of human stole his heart.
Seungmin holds back a chuckle, the situation is absolutely ironic.
«And you? Ever been in love?» his tone is light, as if he's just asking for conversation. The truth is, he's dying of curiosity to know Hyunjin's romantic side.
The blond's mind goes to Minho. Hyunjin has never understood if that was an infatuation or real love. Probably the first option. Minho is a special boy, very caring, and in bed he was really sweet with him. Hyunjin probably had a little crush on his hyung, but nothing more.
He finally shakes his head: «Not yet»
Seungmin seeks the other's eyes and can't hold back his curiosity: «And Jeongin?» he asks, crossing his fingers behind his back.
Hyunjin eyes widen: «Jeongin? Are you serious, Min?» the blond sounds almost bored. Seungmin really can't see that they are just friends, can he? And above all, doesn't he notice Jeongin's feelings? Even some of the staff suspect that he is in love with Stray Kids' leader!
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Members with benefits // Stray Kids Smut [ENG]
Fanfiction[Complete] Many idols help each other to "relax". After all, idols live very isolated from the outside world, they only have their group members and are constantly stressed. Moreover they are often made up, dressed in a sensual way and pushed to do...
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