forever and always(Leah Williamson)

Part 23

Me and Brooklyn have been blasting music getting ready for her birthday dinner. Oh how much have I missed this girl, we pour ourselves a glass of wine I need to watch what I'm drinking tonight because I have recovery tomorrow so I definitely can't get drunk, but theirs no harm in a little fun.
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I decide to also post an instagram post for Brooklyn

@oliviataylor

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Happy 22nd birthday to my day dot.🫶🏼life would be so boring without you in it,✨hope you have the best night:) love you so much.

@alessiarusso- happy birthday brookey❤️‍🔥
@brooklynsmith- spending the day with you is all I wish for, love you Liv❤️
@ellatoone- happy bday brooklyn x
@user383- are use together???
@user904- she literally posted a photo of them from when they were children they are obviously best friends.
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Me and brooklyn headed out for dinner and had the best night we ended up getting a bit tipsy but it's her birthday so it was basically illegal not to. We caught up with eachother regarding what been going on in the past few months with Brooklyn our friendship never changes we could not talk for 4 months and we would still be each others best friends. Once we got home I was exhausted "I better get some sleep I have recovery tomorrow." "Thank you for the best night Liv, I love you." She says and hugs me "I love you too." She goes to the spare room and I go up to my room and fall asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow.

Leah pov

I've been struggling the last few days with my feelings towards Liv, I really do like I and I now notice that I was treating her like shit which I feel terrible for, I can't help but wonder why she looks totally fine though she seems happy, whereas me I'm just lying in my bed feeling like shit and spending my days trying to avoid jordan, I need to move out of this house as it's preventing me from fully moving on from her, no I don't ever want to get back with her but when your living with your ex it's hard and weird and I'm still angry at her for putting that tackle in on Olivia, we had an argument about that and all she said was that I don't care about her feeling I only care about Olivia which is totally wrong because if I didn't care about her feeling maybe me and Olivia would be in a good place by now. I need out of this house. I decide to text Beth

Leah
hi beth, I need your help
Beth
What's up lee
Leah
I can't take it anymore I need to move out of this house, I feel like me and Jordan cannot have a friendship if we're living in the same house all we do is argue.
Beth
Why don't you come here for a couple of days clear your head you can sleep in the spare bedroom
Leah
Is that okay
Beth
Yes of course

I bounce up off my bed and pack a bag to go to Beth's, I get some clothes for recovery tomorrow as I'm leaving I see Jordan sitting in the living room and I say "I'm going to Beth's for the night I'll see you at recovery tomorrow." "Why are you going to Beth's" Jordan spits out "because I need to clear my head" I say back and she just looks offended "what do you mean clear your head." "Jordan I don't have time for this right now, so as I said I'll see you tomorrow." "Fine whatever leave, like you always do." Wow that last bit hurt wtf does she even mean by that. I head to Beth's overthinking that full interacting between me and Jordan this is exactly why I can't live with her she questions every little thing I do and we're not even together.

I arrive at Beth's and as soon as I enter she engulf me in a hug. Just what I needed I rested my head in her shoulder for a minute. "You okay" she asks "I don't know" I reply "Come on let's sit down and talk." We sit down and I explain to her everything that has happened between me and Olivia and me ignoring her whenever Jordan was around and how bad I feel for it and how much I actually like her. "I understand that you want to protect Jordan's feeling but you can't really do it while your getting to know someone else, yes it will hurt jordan but this is about you and Olivia." Beth says "i know and now I feel bad, I just want to talk to her but she cut things off." "Maybe you should sleep on it and tomorrow see how your feeling and maybe you could try talk to her after recovery tomorrow." Beth says "thank you Beth I'm going to get some sleep now." "Goodnight leah" "goodnight Beth."