The Face Off

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Camille

"Please just stop" I cried.

He wouldn't budge he would just start again.

He would just cut my inner thighs with his initial again.

"Baby I'm making art no more tears."

After he called Callum I felt like my heart was being crushed. He officially knew every worse of me and I couldn't even tell him myself in my own time.

I had to sit and watch as the person I once thought I was in love with destroyed my life again. God, why didn't I ever listen to Jamie when he warned me from the start? God, is this my karma? I was just a kid. Please.

I miss Callum. His voice, his smile, his hugs. Was I never going to experience that again?

Anderson left after a while I stopped indulging him I just breathed in and out. Till I passed out.

Callum

She looked empty. My star. She looked so small she wouldn't look me in the eye when I found her. I waited now outside of her hospital wing.

Despite the odds, she's alive. Her parents wouldn't be here till tomorrow so she was alone. Only James was allowed in and even then he was there much longer after since she wanted space.

I heard her cry. At first, it was silent like the world had stopped. Then she would inhale and as she exhaled her sobs would break like she was suffocating in between breaths. I wanted to come in I tried too. But I couldn't make her struggle more if I made her feel worse.

She deserved so much more. Yet this shitty world barely provided her the bare minimum.

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It's been a month since her discharge.

Camille took the rest of the year off.

Haven't seen her since she left the hospital. I tried to text her. No response.

That was the thing before she was my girlfriend she was my friend my best friend whom I spoke to daily. Suddenly I lost her completely. I'm not sure how to reach out to her. I want to but does she want me to?

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It's been three months since her discharge. I spoke with James I gave him a hoodie of mine and a letter to give to Camille.

Camille quit skating. She's finishing the rest of the year online James said. Ryan hasn't spoken to her either.

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It's been 9 months since her discharge. She finally responded to my letter. I'm officially a senior in college but without her it's wrong.

She not coming back someone told me I punched them.

I ran into her.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:
okay, so it's decided I wanna write Ryan's story next I know I know Carter and James to see if I have plans for them. yes, the chapters are short for a reason and they'll continue to be for a
reason which is why theres a double update!

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