The Bad Boy Tutors The Suicidal Girl | ✓ Rewriting

Chapter 10

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no more | verzache
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"I'm losing hold
I'm losing hope."
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After last night and the tutoring, I would say I would not like to hang out with Mathew today or maybe even ever. The more I stayed, the more I would get my head squished. He broke some folders. Folders. He has serious issues; I think he was high when he returned. His eyes were seriously bloodshot red but I didn't ask because I did not want to die by him.

I can die with something much better than his terrible hands.

Even last night, after coming home, no one was home. I was surprised and just sat searching for jobs and found none. It was hard as heck. I had a job before but as of my experience, I couldn't find a single one. All I got was a stripper parole and I know I am too young for that. Also, I do not think I would be fit for that situation. I think it is bad enough to know how the job is.

I know I won't get a job. I won't get money to help me at all. I won't have anything. I can't even eat, I can't even sleep most days. Some days I'm just tired and some days I'm just in pain. I'm sick of it and need a break. All I just want to do is rest. Is that hard enough?

I run my hand over my forehead and then looked to my right. Luna sat next to me looking at the students walking around during lunch. She scoffed and then went to watch something on her phone. She looked super tired but I assume it's because she told me how much she stayed up all night watching dramas. I don't think that would be true though.

"I don't like how people are excited about some football game."She said and I frowned.

"It's just some boys pinching each other's ass and smacking their boobs together. I could also think they might be beating their heads to death like a person getting ready to skin someone's head alive and keeping the skull."She bluntly stated which made me just stare at the table speechless.

Did I hear that correctly? "What do...huh?"

I was super confused. How did that just come out of her mouth and what did I exactly just hear? I didn't know what to say or do but just feel so hesitant to say something. I gulped and play with my fingers to ignore what I just heard.

"Luna."I looked up to see Erik in front of us smirking.

He sat down on the bench and looked at Luna with a smile. Luna just looked disgusted. I didn't say much about it as they started arguing with each other like cats. I heard a drop to see Mathew sit beside Erik and look at me.

I just look away and go on my phone. I didn't want to say anything and wanted to keep quiet. I just kept listening to the nagging Erik was doing the whole time Luna kept telling him to shut up. I couldn't agree more on how annoying they both were getting even though I do care for Luna.

"Shut it dickhead. You stole my chips and now I'm stealing yours. Be grateful I didn't punch you in the face."Luna mocked and Erik smirked.

"You think my face looks pretty to be punched."He teased and Luna scoffed.

"No, your face could scare some kids from a seven-foot radius with or without a punch on your face."She exclaimed and he hummed with a nod.

"Anyways, Sally how are you?"Erik asked and I just nod.

"Don't just nod your head, give me some details."He asked I looked up at him and then glared.

I look back down at my phone and put it away. I then grab a book from my bag beside me and opened it. I felt daggers at me to see Mathew glaring at me with a weird aura around him.