Mary Tudor's First Love

The arrival

I am just waiting for the Duke to arrive at the court I'm sure my father would be likely to get to know him he even wanted me to marry him so he is fixing the plan for our marriage since he is a stranger I heard a quite rumour that he will meet me at Hertford Castle well I guess I have to meet him there I don't play games of hide and seek..

Last night I couldn't sleep the young man who kissed my hand was so unforgettable I couldn't sleep that night it's like when I close my eyes he is there in my dreams so I just went to my little chapel and started praying since I can't sleep. And I mostly do this since my mother was still a queen I remember she would come here and yelled at me and telling me to go to sleep, I remember we would pray together praying with some Latin words I miss doing that I feel like it's just yesterday when she passed away and I'm really missing her.

I just went to chapel and pray for the man that I met in the woods for all the man who courted me never wins I just turned them down and never accept their marriage request even my illegitimate brother Henry Fitzroy Duke of Richmond he wanted to marry but as always I did turn him down I don't wanted to considered him as my husband his mom is also like a whore as Anne Boleyn, Elizabeth Blount that wench woman.

There is going to have a little gathering on the palace so I got up and get ready the Duke arrives.