Mary Tudor's First Love

Her Cries

I change into my nightgown and I couldn't help but to think about that Prince he is so charming but am I falling in love? my weakness of all time I couldn't sleep I forgot something I have to go to my little chapel and pray before I fell asleep I need to thank god for making me have a best night ever in my life, I also pray that my father is in good health as always and to my half siblings to specially my little prince, Edward and also to Elizabeth I hope one day we got into a succession line of the throne I also wish ourselves the best.

I heard a someone came in to my chapel.

"Prince Philip? I thought you have somewhere else to stay in I never knew you are staying in my castle right now?"

"My apology my princess I couldn't sleep tonight so I started to walk through the hallways and I saw a light coming from this door then I open it was you praying."

"You scared me again."

"I didn't mean to scared you again."

"I couldn't sleep so I went here to pray I always do that since I was a child and before my mother passed away."

"You're a devout catholic?"

"I am my siblings are protestants."

"I could take you outside to walk around in the beautiful garden beside his castle."

"I guess you can I am still not tired from the party that I have been tonight."

We walked through the gardens we are getting to know each other it may seem awkward a little but he is fun to be with he told me that he is from the house of wittelsbach the royal family in Germany that only dukedoms and principalities run through the whole country, I also find out that he is the youngest of all the Dukes and He runs the Schmalkaldic league he is not just prince but he is also a soldier.

"Are you still sad?"

"I guess not anymore but I told myself that I am afraid I wasn't born to be happy."

"When I first saw you I see you smiling but I never heard you laugh, which makes me wanted to make you laugh."

"I never laughed the last time I laugh is when my mother was still a queen before she had been usurped by Elizabeth's mother."

"Anne Boleyn?"

"Yes it is her mother the person I have a grudge with for the rest of my life, if only my older brother Henry didn't die none of this would've happen I was still a princess of this country.. I wouldn't declared as a bastard daughter..." I broke down crying he came to me and give me a hug.

"I don't care if you are a bastard in my eyes you are not a bastard you are a princess a beautiful maiden that I saw in the forest a true heir of England a true princess."

His words hit me so much I have never heard this words in my life but Eustace told me this before he is also my close friend/advisor he tells me to be strong he saw me cry he hug me like Philip is doing to me right now, I felt his lips on my forehead I never felt this feeling before a feeling that can change the way I feel to protestant he is a protestant but something about him is very different I think not a lot of protestants are very heretic... And I think he is one of them a German Prince who loves me for who I am..