Mary Tudor's First Love

He's Back

I am packing my things up I need to leave my castle as soon as possible this is ridiculous Katherine just said those words to me yes I could never married again and I will grow old as hell, no children I don't know she doesn't even know the truth of Philip's departure back to Germany I do love Philip but I need to save his life my father is a ruthless person he executed a lot of people in this country and I promise to Queen Anne that I will take care of him but the wedding didn't happen my happiness had been faded I wish I could sail to go to Bavaria to see him I bet England is not that far from Germany then I guess I should've go but I can't my father will find out and who's fault is that he might blame it to Philip..

"Lady Mary why are you packing up?"

"I'm leaving I don't want to stay in this place for a long time."

"You need a permission from your father that your are leaving this place."

" If you see what that bitch Queen just did to me, you will find very disrespectful Eustace."

"Lady Mary I told you for once you need to get a long with Katherine-"

"No why the hell am I going to get a long with her she is the one who disrespect me." I can't help it but to teared up a little bit.

"What did she say to you?"

"She told me I wouldn't get married that I will grow old and something like that, but it's true I lost Philip the man that I love the most I let him go because I have to lie that I don't love him so that my father won't think I'm obsessed with him and he doesn't, I have to sign a declaration that our marriage is not going to happen...Eustace I did that because I love him..I love him with all my heart I don't want to put his life in risk where someday he might lay his head on the block because if that happen it would break my heart..."

He sit beside me and hugged me I sob beside him I am done dealing in this situation I need to die in a moment after that he helped me pack my things and told my father that I moving somewhere else.

For now my father granted me to stay in my half siblings castle this is where I am staying right now I just sobbed myself to sleep first it was my mother I remember how she talk to one of the Cardinal about the annulment of their marriage.

Flashback
My mother and I are chasing around through the garden I was laughing all the time we mostly do this when she isn't busy of course a mother will always have time for their daughter.

I was so small but I know what is going on between her and father while she is chasing me the Cardinal stopped us

"Mary I will play with you later go to your ladies for now I need to deal with someone."

So I just did what my mom said I wasn't far away that much and I can hear her and Cardinal Wolsey's conversation.

"I can't believe that you are taking my child away from me?!"

"Forgive me your majesty that's what the kings wishes to take Princess Mary."

"You are not my friend anymore you are now my enemy Wolsey for the rest of my life."

My mother walked away crying.

End of Flashback

I was still upset that they claimed Elizabeth as a Princess and I don't when her mother dies she lost her title as a princess I would say the death of Anne Boleyn is a karma for what she have done to my mother.

The moment when I woke up my body hurts and my eyes are pretty red I guess for crying to much I dressed up and head downstairs I grab my prayer book and a rosary and started praying in Latin.

"Princess Mary someone wanted to see you outside." Susan said when she came inside to my prayer chamber.

"Outside? why can't her come here inside then?

"I'm sorry Princess Mary he just wanted to meet you outside."

"Fine I will just finish praying then I will go outside but can you tell him that I'm praying and I need some privacy for now.

"Yes, Princess Mary."