Mary Tudor's First Love

Elizabeth

Here my lovely sister Elizabeth she supposed to be a princess like me but our father condemned us to be a lady it's hard being like this not like Edward he got what he wants he is a prince of course the male heir that my father wants from his 3rd wife Jane Seymour.

Being a lady was hard and maybe a bit boring because we can't do the same thing as a princess I feel like I am just a lady in waiting for some queen I would rather be a princess than being like this forever but we have some task to do since I am a teenage lady they still guide for the things I am doing luckily some people in the court think of us as a princesses because we are.

I can't help but to stare at my little princess Elizabeth she is so young to lose her mom it's been a year now and it's so hard to explain to her that her mother Anne Boleyn had been beheaded in May 19th 1536 10 days after Anne's death he married Jane and gave birth to Edward sooner later she died by giving birth to him childbirth death as what we called I have become so close to a queen last time she is sweet and kind..

My father was disappointment at her death and he love Edward more than us well he love us to because he is our father I still love him no matter what happen, but it makes me mad when he desire to have a son I mean are we not good enough to rule England? Without anyones judging us, i feel like women in this time will never get a justice after all.

I have seen my sister growing up so fast i remember how i spent my times with her in Hatfield which i never really like staying my life in there as a punishment for being a stubborn princess since i do have a right to be a stubborn at all times,

When she was a baby i passed by at her chamber the maids are not in there she was crying i felt bad because no one is looking out for her i came there and try to calmed her down so i carried her and calmed and she is still crying her maids came and Lady Bryan took Elizabeth with ny she gave me a nastiest look.

Maybe this people think i might harm the baby but i mean no harm to her i came there ro calmed her down i guess everyone was right i'm a mean person.