Mary Tudor's First Love

Heart Broken Times

It's been a week and half when he left I have become more upset and depressed to the fact that he left instead of me being happy no I will never be happy for the rest of my life I will be living in my misery.. I miss Philip of course I do I wanted to go to Bavaria I wanted to see so bad  him when I came back from the forest I didn't see him no one is there.

Only just a Letter from a Prince but this is before he left this is the letter when he wanted to come to court me.

Dear Princess Mary,

I heartily recommend myself to you although we never met before I am just a stranger from the woods staring at a beautiful maiden like you every morning you always go here to pick some flowers I wanted to go out at that time, but I am too shy to who would've thought that a brave prince from Germany is to shy to talk to a beautiful princess  but one day I will get to know you and I promise you that I will showered you with my love...

Yours truly,

Duke Philip.

I took the letter to castle and I can't stop reading them again and again I feel like he is saying those words beside me but I couldn't feel him anymore then I realize our relationship is jeopardize and only our marriage is part of politics and religion I knew my father found out that Philip is related to Queen Anne and he doesn't want to make any kind of commitment to them.

He hated Anne but I don't she is sweet

Months passed and my father found a new wife which is way younger than me a teenage Queen consort Katherine Howard she is one Queen Anne's ladies in waiting this little wench took her title as a queen He annulled Anne last month, she's lucky because Queen Anne as not as a bitch she is so nice a queen who have her dignity I have seen her cry but behind her tears she is smiling that's what I like about her at first I don't really like her but then months passed we started becoming friends our friendship is the same as Susan and I friendship...

I never heard any news about Duke Philip I don't know where he is but I am hoping he is always safe and sound I bet for the passed months he found someone better than me I think he is already married to his duchess by now... I never stop thinking about him if he does then I congratulate him to his wedding while I'm here crying for him.

It hurts my heart is bleeding I need him in my life so bad I hope he is doing very well in there I miss you Philip I love you with all my heart.

I got up and went to the garden I need to refresh myself from all the problem I had right now...

I guess for now I just have to get rid of Philip in my mind but how could I do that we kiss so many times that I won't forget that I hate the way that I said he is a Lutheran so that's why we can't get married no I shouldn't have said I only said that so it is not obvious to the king that I'm deeply in love with him if only he even said his goodbye to me it wouldn't be a big deal for me right now.

I am still wearing the pearl necklace he gave it to me to show his affection and love for me I guess I have to remove it and put it in my jewelry box I am not going to wear that anymore I need to forget about him

Philip I love you,but I have to let you go for the sake of your safety and my love for you.

He will always be in my heart no matter what happen...