Out Of Love [short story - hopemin ff]

Pt. 7: stubborn

You decided to go see your fiancé who wanted to stay in Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook's room. After calling him 4 times and he just ignored it, leaving you a text that he's busy with his boys.

Jimin opens the door, "oh.. he's over there.."

You smile at him, "thanks.." you walk toward Hobi, "can we talk?" You grab his arm.

He sighs, "what baby?" He looks at you.

"Privately."

He gets up and you walk into one of the rooms of the suite, you close the door.

"It's fucking 9:30, and you decided to not come back to our room after your spa day with the boys??"

"Babe, I just want to spend time with them as much as possible. I'll give you attention at home." He pulls you into a hug.

You push him off, "No! You don't give me attention at home, BEFORE and AFTER Jimin came to live with us. It was always 'I'm busy, I'm tired, I'm doing extra work??' But what about me? Today was suppose to be OUR DAY, I don't see Namjoon or Yoongi or Jin with the single boys. They're probably with their fiancés right now like a good man should be on their day..."

He sighs, "stop.. okay? We'll have sex later.." he kisses your forehead.

"Hoseok.. I'm sick and tired of always coming to you first.." you shake your head, your eyes glossing up. "You never come find me, you never apologize first, you never give in first when we're upset at each other. Even right now- I'm the one who has to come to you because I miss you and I love you.." you sniffle, "when are you gonna be the one who comes to me?"

He exhales in annoyance, "baby, you know that Im stubborn when Im mad..."

"So?? So am I? And I still always end up being the one who apologizes first, FOR WHAT? When YOU were the one who did me wrong, I still apologize to you and do everything I can to make you happy."

"Can you stop shouting? My friends are out there."

"I DONT CARE!" You cry.

"I don't understand what I did wrong, I don't know what I ever did wrong to you. All I ever do is love you and buy you everything you want so why and How are you hurt? I don't get it. Can we just spend time and talk about this after the vacation meant for me and my friends?" He raises an eyebrow at you, mad but wants to stay calm because his friends are out there.

You sniffle, "this wasn't for us?"

"It was- but it was also so that we can spend time being young and stupid together again."

"Hoseok... I want you to know... that I'm no longer chasing after you... if you don't come after me, you never come after me.. for four years, every time I walked out, I always came back on my own.." you contain your sobs.

"But you always get mad about little things like this, like c'mon this isn't even a big deal..." he sighs, "stop making a scene."

"This isn't a big deal to you but it's a big deal to me.." you take a deep breath, "I'm not sure if I want to be your fiancé anymore." You take off the ring and put it in his hand.

You leave the room. Waiting for him to come after you like always.

But this was different from home. It was a resort on an island.

"Everything okay?" Jungkook asks Hobi when he comes back to the coffee table in the living room where they were playing card games.

"Yea,.."

"You sure?" Jimin raises an eyebrow, "it looked like she wasn't okay."

"It's okay, she'll come back. She always does." Hoseok didn't care to have any concern for your feelings, "where were we?"