Out Of Love [short story - hopemin ff]

Pt. 8: send

Jimin lies in bed, thinking to himself, looking at the ceiling in the dark, he sighs..... upset about your situation and how you rejected him so bad.

"stop being there for me. I don't want you. I want Hobi.."

He scrolls through his phone. Looking through the empty messages and phone call history,... sad that he couldn't get your number, so he puts his phone away.

He sighs again.. "why do I feel heartbroken.. mean it's not a real heartbreak, just a little heartache..." he talks to himself. "Why the hell did I fall for my best friend's girlfriend- or fiancé.. I'm a fucken dumbass." He palms his eyes, grunting in frustration, "stupid! Stupid!.........
I guess it's because we're so alike, yet so different. She's someone I want in a person."

"Something doesn't feel right.." he gets up from bed, thinking something went wrong, it was just his gut feeling.. "maybe she'll meet me half way.....?"

Or maybe she's running away again...

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The elevator opens but you don't notice because of your heavy breathing and shaking body.

Your form is taken into a hug, "y/n!" You're pulled into his chest again.

You look up, trying to calm down,... it was embarrassing enough.. but you weren't embarrassed in front of him. "Ji...min.." you were able to say as you calm down. His touches were soft and calming.

He just pats your back, waiting for you to calm down completely as the elevator approaches the main floor.

He ended up renting a separate hotel, far from all the others.

After 15 minutes you finally calm down from crying, "I can't do it."

"Can't do what?" He questions, sitting beside you on the bed.

"I can't... tell him." You sniffle.

"Tell him what we did?"

You shake your head, "he's too selfish. We just... argued even though all day I was upset, as soon as I walk in, he just yells at me...."

"Why? He wasn't worried?"

"He was.. he just assumes I was cheating on him. He went through my phone, and he just yelled at me again. He doesn't care about my feelings... he puts himself before me and.. I also put him before me.." you wipe your tears. "I don't know. I cant tell him because I know he won't listen and I don't want to hurt his feelings when I blur it all out."

"Are you gonna stay with him?" Jimin asks, truthfully for himself.

"I don't want to.. but I have no where else, it's always back to him.."

"You can stay with me."

You look at Jimin, sniffling, "here?"

He nods.

"I'll ask my mom if I could move back in." You take your phone out from your chest, texting her.