𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍: 𝐢𝐟 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲.

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It had only been two years since I left my life behind in Hawkins but yet it felt so much longer

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It had only been two years since I left my life behind in Hawkins but yet it felt so much longer. I had forgotten everyone's voice at some point, their personalities, their humor. Everything. I had never bothered to call or stay in touch as I couldn't bring myself to.

The after math of the events had left a mark on me, etched a permanent reminder on my skin and mind. Of course I had missed my friends but sometimes you need to learn to move on and get on with your life.

The worst part of moving away was loosing my first love and the only boy I would risk my life for continuously. We broke up not long after I moved to Florida, I couldn't take the long distance and felt that we would both be better off without each other.

Anyway I step out of my brothers car only to be greeted with the fast falling rain soaking my pajamas and freshly dried hair. "Y/n help me with your boxes" Steve orders and even tho I'm barely able to keep myself awake I do as told.

After countless minutes of entering and exiting my old bedroom every had finally been unloaded. Some of the boxes looked really old as they had been sat in my aunt's attic for god knows how long.

"It's good to have you back y/n" Steve says as he leans against my door frame. "It's good to be back" I retort with a week smile. He soon absorbs me into his warm embrace and rests his chin lightly on my head.

"How's everyone been?" I sit on my squeaky old bed. "Not bad, I don't really talk to Eddie anymore tho" he answers before opening up one of the boxes filled with room decor.

"Really? Do any of you speak to him still?" I question the brunette "duh. The kids worship the guy still" he states and I can tell by the look on his face he's jealous. "Does anyone know I'm back?"

"Well I only told nance but last time I check you two weren't on the greatest terms". Yea..I ended up loosing all contact with Nancy and she didn't take my ignorance too well, we got into a heated argument over the phone and after that we never spoke again. I must have really upset her.

I take a deep breath of the cool crisp air before letting out a long exaggerated sigh. "Is anyone mad at me other then her?" I ask but I know I probably don't want the answer. "Not that I know off. I guess everyone just wanted you to be happy and live your best life"

"Anyway I'm gonna get some rest and you should too, I'll help you unpack tomorrow" my brother says before exiting my room, leaving me alone and slightly sad.

I honestly didn't wanna come back but I wanted to see my family so bad even tho I had felt so brutally betrayed by them. I realized in they end they had just wanted to protect me and keep me away from harm.

Unfortunately my uncle passed and my aunt couldn't afford to look after me anymore so I was sent back here. I really wanna make things up to Eddie tho, one of my biggest mistakes was letting him go when I obviously didn't want to. My heart yearns for him..

I stretch through a yawn before lazily kicking my sneakers off which gave me a strange sense of nostalgia from when I was in high school and I'd come back home from a long day of cheer practice with mountains of makeup on. When me and Eddie had first started talking and decided to keep it on the low.

I sink into my soft mattress and engulf my tired body in the warm sheets my mother had so kindly put on for me prior to my arrival. It doesn't take me long to get comfortable and eventually slip into a heavy coma-like sleep.

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𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐏
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The horrible shriek of my alarm pulls me back to consciousness and I don't hesitate to smack the cancel button. I peel my dry eyes open and my eyes dart around at the now open boxes holding all of my shit.

"Great I'm already being haunted" I grumble as I throw the comforter off my figure and swing my legs over the side of my bed.

I can only imagine how bad I smell right now so it's probably best i get in the shower. I trudge down to the bathroom and strip out of my pajamas before turning on the hot water and slipping into the shower.

I go through the usual routine of washing my hair and body before jumping out and brushing my teeth. I then dry my hair and dress myself into some fresh clothes that had been pre stacked on my bed.

"Y/n!" My brother calls from downstairs causing me to jump slightly. This whole place made me jumpy, I feel so on edge and out of place being back here but i have no other choice.

I trudge out of my room and down the wooden steps to see my family gathered in the living room. "Hey guys" I say awkwardly as I hesitantly walk over. "Hey sweetheart!" My mom says as she pulls me into a bone crushing hug.

"Hey hon" my dad greets me but doesn't hug me just sends me an approving smile that pisses me off slightly. "We're going away for a bit so Steve is in charge. No parties." She warns before grabbing her suitcase.

"See you guys later" my father picks up the rest of the bags and escorts my mother outside "wow they seem really happy to see me" I say sarcastically. "They always been like that, it's not really a surprise anymore" Steve retorts before taking a seat on a sofa.

"Some old friends are coming over so you can do whatever" he says and I just roll my eyes and jog back up the steps. I lock myself in my room and decide to go through all the boxes i had ditched in my aunts attic.

I grab the oldest looking one and place it down on my bed, the label on it read Eddie in sloppy writing I recognized as mine. I rip the box open to be greeted by his hellfire shirt, the memories come flooding back and I find myself holding back tears.

I place the shirt on my bed along with all the other pieces of clothes I had stolen from him at some point. I grab a picture frame with an old polaroid of me and Eddie that Jonathan had taken last time I had seen all my friends.

I take a deep breath and gently wipe the thick layer of dust off the glass. I grab the ring he had given me with my free hand and I smile at the memory of him giving me this before I left.

A single tear drops down my face as I continue to go through everything. Feelings overwhelm my body, I was never ready to leave Eddie behind. I miss his touch, his smile, that sense of love he always brought me.

I would do anything to go back.

I clasp the abandoned hell fire shirt and hide my damp face in the soft cloth, his cologne and the sent of his conditioner still lurking.

Maybe if I begged my parents continuously to stay maybe nothing would have changed, I never would have moved away and lost the people I loved so dearly, my family.

If only.

𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖉 𝖇𝖞 𝖉𝖆𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙 (vampire Eddie x reader)Where stories live. Discover now