MY LOVE - NOMIN

Can you feel the way I feel?

As soon as the exam was over Jeno ran straight to the health center.

He saw Jaemin on a bed. " Jaemin... " He called him in a soft voice while standing near the door.

'Guess he didn't hear me' " Jaem- " At the same time,

"I told you this would happen if you pressured yourself like that. You know being stressed is not the answer Nana " Mark was sitting on a chair next to curtains.

"What else can I do? " Jaemin is not interested in talking about what happened earlier.

'How did he get here before me? Anyway he has someone to look after him' Jeno turned back.

"Jeno!"

"Ya, Thanks bro! Thank you for noticing him and informing the teacher" Mark had a bright smile on his face.

"A-Ah that's nothing- You are the one who did everything for him."

"Anyway thanks a lot brother. Come here"

Jeno slowly stepped towards them.

" AYYY come quickly " Mark grabbed and pulled him which made Jeno in balance and fall.

He fell on Jaemin who was on the bed. Mark shut his mouth with widen eyes. Jaemin was staring at him. The situation was too tensed. Jeno could feel Jaemin under the blanket.

"I'm so-sorry oh my god I- I didn't meant- t-to fall on you"

" I saw what happened no need to explain " Jaemin doesn't have any expression on his face.

Jeno bit his lower lips in embarrassment. He is red like a tomato. "H-How are you? Feeling better? "

Latter didn't answer. " Um He is fine. Don't worry. " Mark answered instead. " Here drink some water. you are sweating "

Jeno nodded. "Well, since you are here, can you stay with Jaemin for a while?" Mark asked.

"M-Me? Umm okay.. sure!"

' AAA It's so embarrassinggggg '

" Thanks buddy. You are the best "

Jeno smiled but in pain.

Jeno sat on the chair. The whole room is so silent. No one talked. Jeno in the other hand is so nervous and confused.

Jaemin was reading a book and minding his business.

" Is everything fine? " Jeno finally opened his mouth.

" Yes "

" What happened? "

" It's not a thing you should worry about "

" No but a student fainted in my classroom so I like to know is there anything I can do or if you have something to talk you can share with me "

" What if I don't want to? "

Jeno pouted.

Jaemin looked at him for a second and then suddenly Jeno turned back to him.

" Could you please not be mad at me? I'm really sorry for whatever I did to you to be mad. " Jeno grabbed Jaemin's hand. Jaemin was confused too.

' DAMN why is it so cold? '

Jaemin looked at Jeno and sighed.

He stood up and walked away from the room.

" Wait! You can't leave like that... Jaemin! "

Jeno followed Jaemin.

' oh my god '

Jaemin was standing right next to the door.

Jeno bumped into Jaemin, Because he was running and didn't expect the latter to stop here.

Jaemin prevented Jeno from falling. He held Jeno by his waist and pulled him towards him.

' OH SHIT ' Both were squeezing to each other.

Jeno looked into Jaemin's eyes. They were mysterious but He was caring too.

His heart is racing again. Jeno is sure that the other can hear his heart beat right now.

"I AM SO SORRY!!! I DIDN'T EXPECT YOU TO BE HERE" Words came out so loud and fast from Jeno.

He noticed that others were watching them. Jeno tried to make a space between them but Jaemin was still holding his waist and he pulled him closer.

"I am really sorry Jaemin. Please let me go"

' Why isn't he answering? ' Jaemin still was staring at him. Jeno feels like that lacer stare is going through his soul.

' Calm down Jeno not nowww ' Jeno is the only one who is speaking but only inside his head. His heart is fighting for it's life.

Jaemin finally loosened the grip so Jeno could breathe.

" What do you want Jaemin? " Jeno asked but he still was shocked.

" GO "

" what? You are the one who grabbed me "

Jaemin didn't answer. He tapped on Jeno's shoulder and left.

' He is making me question so many things ' Jeno took a deep breath and let it go.

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*After a week

" Good morning students "

" I have your results on my hand. I'll give them to Jeno and he will pass you your result sheet "

Jaemin knows what is about to happen but he is still hoping.

He opened his result sheet. He was shocked that he forgot to shut his half opened mouth.

Jeno looked at Jaemin. He feels sorry to Jaemin but He knew the other wanted some time alone.

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" WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING, YOU CARELESS SON OF A B!TCH "

Jaemin was kneeling on the floor looking at no where.

" 3RD PLACE? YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE YOU ALONE AFTER BEING SO IGNORANT? " His father beats him with his crutch. It's bent already.

"D!E , JUST D!E. WHAT'S THE POINT OF RAISING A MENTALLY ILL PERSON. WHAT'S THE POINT OF RAISING SOMEONE WHO CAN'T EVEN BE FIRST IN HIS CLASS AFTER TAKING PRIVATE LESSONS? " He is beating his son like a heartless monster. His mother is crying standing beside the sofa.

" WHO IS THE FCKIN FIRST PLACE ? I NEED TO KNOW WHAT'S THE REASON THIS IDIOT CAN'T BE LIKE HIM. NO BUT WHY CAN'T YOU BE LIKE MY OTHER SON. HE IS NOT EVEN MY BIOLOGICAL SON BUT I THINK I CAN COUNT ON HIM THAN YOU. YOU, YOU I'LL CUT OFF YOUR EVERYTHING, STARTING FROM THE WI-FI " It's Jeno again the class top. Jaemin didn't want dad to know about Jeno cause he knew that his dad will sure make a barrier between him and Jeno afterwards

" IT'S A SHAME TO SAY THAT YOU'RE MY SON "

He left after scolding and beating his son. Jaemin, still kneeling down. He wants someone to hold but no one cared about him in this house except his mother who is already crying and following her husband outside of the house.

He looked at his brother's room, who is an adopted child. They treated both in the same way BUT His father wants Jaemin to be better than him in everyway. His name is Park JiSung. Two years younger than Jaemin. Jaemin loved Jisung so much when they were young but father made them compete each other even though they are not the same age. Gradually they became strangers or competitors.

Jaemin wiped his scars. He is bleeding but he doesn't feel the pain because the pain inside his heart is more painful than those. His eyes are filled with tears but he wiped them too.

I feel so bad for Jaemin...
I'm sorry for late updates guys!