DEFIANCE / BWWM

'24'

IYANA

I felt two arms draped around my shoulders, I looked to my left & right to see both of my boys sleeping and Carlos knocked out on the couch I smile at the sight."boys!"I screamed at them making them jump up from the bed along with Carlos who jumps at from the couch.

"what the hell were you all doing?"I teasingly ask all of them, all of them turned to look at each other glaring at one another before looking back at me."Making sure you don't die Iyana be thank full"Aaron scolded me.

I let out a slight chuckle,"well my nights in shining armor if you all were making sure I didn't die why were all of you asleep?" I quickly asked all of them."you two were on watch last damn it"Carlos looks at Demir & Sebastian.

"Shit we fell asleep my bad iyana next time I'll.."I quickly shut him down knowing I didn't want it to be a next time,"no just please go home or Carlos tell Matteo to come to the hospital with Elena" he nods walking out of the room along with Demir.

"You know they don't wanna admit it that you might die I can't either but hell Iyana we all care about you I mean Silas couldn't even be here because he cares too much about you to see you hurt." Sebastian starts, he hands me a cup of water.

I take a sip of it.

"You all need to stop worrying so much about me I'll be fine now you two can go I'll still be here" I retort shaking my head at both Sebastian & Aaron,"fine but we'll be back to make sure you're okay." I nod frantically.

~~  MATTEO

Iyana. My beautiful girl she has cancer & she didn't bother to even tell me or her kid about it I mean I understand why she didn't tell Elena she wouldn't even understand but at least she could've told me I love her she's the love my life I'll die for her I just wish she could've trusted me with the trust to what was going on with her.

I knew I hurt her by the way I looked at her, like I was disgusted by her which I wasn't I can promise you I could never be disgusted by her she's my life but now it's like every things falling apart as soon as we're starting to learn how to love each other again it falls apart.

I walk into the hospital room with Elena in my arms, my guards planted at the doors I smile at the sight of her watching tv."mommy!"Elena gushes running towards her mother she quickly picks her up & onto the hospital bed with her.

"Ahh my Princess I've missed you have you been giving your dad a hard time?"she playfully boops her nose as Elena giggles shaking her head,"no mommy."

"Has she been giving you a hard time?"Iyana brown eyes shift towards me, I shook my head at my beautiful soon to be wide walking towards her & getting on the hospital bed draping his arm around her shoulder."nope."she tries looking away from me but I took my finger forcing her to look at me.

"What's wrong gorgeous?"I wondered, she finally gave in looking at me with puffy eyes."I'm sorry the look you gave me when you found out our baby died the look you gave me it's on replay in my head."

"Forget about it I wasn't mad at you or anything I was upset with myself disgusted in myself even i let my own needs get in the way so I'm sorry Iyana I love you let me marry you Iyana" I feel my daughter pull on my arm smiling,"you want a kiss too?" I peck her forehead.