𝐀𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝 | 𝘚𝘶𝘯𝘸𝘰𝘰

022: Heartbroken.

Suzy stood in front of Younghoon's apartment for what felt like forever. After considering the pros and cons of telling him the truth about last night, she decided it was better to tell him everything. Keeping it from him and then him finding out by mistake later on would only make things even worse.

She finally knocked on the door and rang the bell when he wasn't answering for awhile. She let out a deep breath upon hearing the keys unlocking the door.

"Hi." He let her in with a smile on his face, though his eyes were barely open.

"Are you ok?"

"I'm so hungover." He walked over to the girl after locking the door. "Come here." He spread his arms and embraced her, who didn't hug back like she used to. Maybe he was hungover but he wasn't that stupid. He furrowed his brows while looking at Suzy and noticed that she tried to avoid eye contact. "Is something wrong?"

"Listen, we need to talk."

Younghoon sighed. "Not those words, I know where it leads to. I've seen in movies."

Suzy grabbed his hand and pulled him to the living room. She sat him down and sat next to him. "I have something to tell you. I thought about it really long and I know you're going to hate me but I just have to tell you or it'll drive me crazy."

The boy furrowed his brows again. He thought she just didn't like him like that and wanted to break things off but it seemed like there was something more to it and it kind of freaked him out. "What's going on?"

Tears began to fill Suzy's eyes as she glanced down at her hands. She kept scratching the nail polish off until Younghoon stopped her.

She looked at him only for a split second and put her head down again. "I kissed Sunwoo."

Younghoon felt like he was about to throw up. He chuckled, no wanting to believe his ears. "What?"

Suzy glanced into his eyes as tears began to fall down her cheeks. "I'm so sorry."

The tall boy forced a laugh and stood up. He walked around the living room, still not believing what he heard. "W-when? Today? How did it happen?" He stuttered.

"Fuck." Suzy began to cry more, knowing that the worst part was still left out of the story yet he was already so hurt. "No, not today."

"Then when?" He bore his eyes into Suzy who still couldn't meet his nor speak up. "When?!" He raised his voice, anger bursting out of him at that point.

"Yesterday!" She yelled back and unintentionally met his eyes. "It was yesterday.." She added with a soft, quiet voice.

Younghoon chuckled which turned into a crazy laugh as he walked around the living room without saying anything, just laughing at how ridiculous it was.

Suzy didn't know what to do, tears just kept flowing down her red cheeks as she watched Younghoon pacing back and forth. She wanted to hug him even though she knew it wasn't a good idea so she stood up and walked over to him with her arms wide open.

He backed away, looking at her crazily. "What the hell are you doing?"

"I don't know, I just—"

"Now you want to hug me?!" He yelled while tears left his eyes as well. "How could you do this to me?"

"I'm so sorry, I don't know why I did that, I know I shouldn't have, I should've talked with you first, I'm so stupid and I'm sorry, I don't know what to do." She kept on rambling.

Younghoon scoffed. "Was it fun?"

"Younghoon.."

"Where did you do it? In the bathroom? Outside? Where?"

"Why are you-"

"Where?"

She sobbed more, not wanting to make it worse and give him more details but he kept asking. "It was outside."

"I can't believe you made out with another guy while I was right by the other side of the wall. And that guy had to be Sunwoo out of all." He shook his head. "I should've fucking known it would happen again."

Suzy looked at him confused. "What do you mean?"

Younghoon completely ignored her question and walked over to the door. He opened it wide and stared at her intensely with glossy eyes. "Get out."

Suzy cried again. The thought of losing him was already driving her crazy. "Younghoon-ah, please-"

"Get. The fuck. Out, Suzy."

She didn't want to listen but she knew she had no choice. Knowing how much damage she had already caused, she didn't want to cause more by making him drag her out of there or listen to her trying to justify her actions. She walked out of the apartment and when was about to apologize again, Younghoon slammed the door in her face.

The boy leaned back on the door, breathing heavily. He tried to calm himself down but it didn't work. Tears began to fall again as he screamed as loud as he could. He grabbed the first thing he found with his eyes and smashed it to pieces. It was the first time he not only had broken up with a girl, but also the first time he got his heart broken. He fell in love with Suzy even more during their dating period and regretted it the minute she told him the truth. He blamed himself for believing she could've truly loved him back or that he'd win over Sunwoo. He already thought he'd never make up with him and that situation made it even more clear. Sunwoo was going to regret it all.

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