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📍Beverly Hills, KingstonFebruary 6, 2022

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📍Beverly Hills, Kingston
February 6, 2022.
3 AM
⚠️ Violent Content ahead

Opening my eyes I looked down at Lei sleeping next to me, her head on my chest.

Me deeven like people touch me but sumn bout har dawg

Me feel yah move too quick still

Maybe frl but jah jah

The one likkle night she stay yah me nuh want har fi leave

If only I could stay like this a little longer, but the life weh me live is selfish and always very demanding of my time

Last Night I got a call from Trigga

The call was about an urgent matter but me never deal wid it right away because I have her here and me never want too leave her by herself

Since when yuh put off work fi woman chargie?

Me a tell yuh seh sumn bout har mad head

Now, however, my sisters are also here and Lei is sleeping so I can leave and go handle what I need to and hopefully make it back before she wakes up.

Slowly easing her head off my chest I gently placed it on the pillow

She stirred a little and I froze waiting for her to get back to bed

I hissed, Never imagine me woulda affi sneak outta me own house.

As soon as she was still again, I got up to get ready to leave

I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror, looking at my reflection but still having no idea who I was.

Feel like me a look pon a stranger more while

One minute me a 17 and the next me a Don

I was always groomed to be whatever others saw fit for my life

My father groomed me to be a businessman but the other part of my life...the violence just came along with it, and that groomed me into the 'Don'. It's something I never saw myself doing and if I'm being completely honest I still don't want to partake in it for the rest of my life but I have to deal with shit as it arises cause in my world it's kill or be killed.

And me nah make no man tek my 3 points

Before that me make marrow fly

Hence the reason the conversation with Trigga has been so heavy on my mind, me affi deal wid this now.

Realistically speaking it shoulda deal wid from it just pop-up but that done gone already.

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