Is it worth it?

Confused

Amara's POV

I'm upset.

Feels like my heart has been ripped from my chest.

Zeeks really do this to me? Me?

Me a stick it out wid Zeeks from day 1 enu and Zeeks really do this to me

I looked down at his sister's instagram story in disgust.

Apparently Zeeks went to Mystic Mountain with this bitch, a bitch that looks familiar at that.

Weh me know dah gyal yah from?

I replayed the video over and over and over again and everytime I do my heartbreaks even more.

Seeing her head laid on his shoulder as they sat in the sky thing made me jealous and me nah hide and talk

Jealous that he never allowed me to see him unless it was for sex

Jealous that he never allowed me to put my head on his shoulder

Jealous that he never looked so content with me

Jealous that he put this slut over me

I've told so many people that we're together even though he has never claimed me because I love him

I love him so much and this is what I get in return?

A affi use him a use her fi forget me man

A must that

But I bet yuh me buck har and show har sumn

I clicked on her @ and realized that her page is private but her name is there

"Leilani"

Me will find yuh Leilani

I will find you

And yah guh regret the day yuh tek me man

"Koa stop that nuh look how much a me things yuh use out" I frowned looking at the jar that had my charcoal mask

He literally dipped his hand in it and took a chunk of it then applied it to his face

"Yah gwaan like a million dollars fi it" he responded

"A three mil fah, so yah fi guh buy it back"

He chuckled

"Lei if a three mil yuh wah just tell me seh yuh want three mil"

I smiled up at him

"Me wah three mil"

"Ah" he said and went back to applying the mask

I rolled my eyes and used the application brush to carefully apply it to my face

He twisted his face in a sad expression and looked down at me

"So why yuh couldn't lend me dat?"

"No, a everything yuh want?"