Pink Petals (Sonadow)

I can't breathe [Ch. 5]

Sonic POV

I felt my cheeks getting warm the same way as before, i'm sure this is blushing. I turned around and took the bowls, then walked to the table in front of the couch and placed them down.

"okay! The snacks and drinks are all set." i spoke up trying not to think about the warm feeling.

"i don't think there's anything else you need to do. I'll take care of the games, go and rest for a bit sonic" tails told me and i looked at shadow.

"do you want to come in my room? You could look around since you haven't been here before" i asked him.

"sure i'm interested" he said and followed me upstairs.
I'm getting tensed up..gulp. But i can't leave him there.

"wait here for a bit" i told him then i went inside my room. I tossed the petals into the bin in my bathroom and closed the lid. Then walked back.

"come in" i said as i opened the door for him. He looked around, the walls were bluish and the furnitures were dark brown.

"exactly what i expected from blue" he said mockingly, i chuckled at this.

Shadow POV

His room matches his fur perfectly, his shiny, gorgeous..azure fur....oh this hedgehog...he's making me feel some weird things occasionally.

"Shadow?" he called. I realised i was staring at blue.

"yea?" i asked.

"you were staring" he said, and looked away.
I felt something warm crawl on my muzzle.
I cleared my throath and rubbed my nose.

"yea? Sorry i guess" i said. There was an awkward silence until sonic started to cough a few times. I looked at him,

"you good?" i asked. He nodded but continued coughing. I saw that he was holding his neck, maybe dry throath.

"i will bring you water" i said and rushed down, poured a glass and went back up. I gave sonic the water and he immediately drank it all. It seemed like he was fighting with something.

"faker?-" he rushed down, almost falling down the stairs. What the fuck.
I followed him quickly and catched him gulping a few times from the whiskey. Is he serious? I went and snatched the bottle away from him. Luckily tails was in his bedroom or something so he didn't witness this.

"what the fuck do you think you're doing!?" i asked him. He made faces 'cause of the liquid, i bet it burned him like hell.

"it was needed, trust me" he told me giving a serious stare. It kind of made me worry, that was too much alcohol at once.

"for what? Why would you drink that much?" i asked him again. This is bullshit.

Sonic POV

I realised that before when i drank that cup of whiskey, i felt relieved. I couldn't hide in the bathroom to cough the petals up while he was here, shadow could chaos control in if he wanted to, and i wouldn't like that. So i ran down and gulped a few alcohol hoping tails isn't there.
Damn it burned..but it also burned the urge away.
I told shadow it was needed, but i wouldn't understand it either if i were him.

"for what? Why would you drink that much?" he asked. He has to forget this, i refuse to tell him anything.
Then my head started spinning and the burning feeling switched to nausea. God i don't know what is more embarassing, getting drunk in front of your crush or throwing up petals which will make him question it, therefore finding out i'm dying for his love.
I slowly made my way back to my room, shadow following behind with the whiskey still in his hands.