The boy who found me

chapter 2

   A/N:

Dont be scared to ask me questions about my book(s). this chapter is kinda sad and descriptive. If someone has comments or suggestions then please leave them in the comment box. And if you dont like my book then im cool with that too:)  Rains mom on the side--->   

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   I'm walking home from work, in the freezing cold December air. I should have took my coat to work. Goosebumps cover me from head to toe and i shiver.  Am i going insane? Im walking through a blizzard with no coat. Just jeans, my combat boots, and a longsleeve shirt. Oh well im almost home.  Besides i have a sweatshirt on, on top of my shirt, it's not like i'll freeze to death. No one is that lucky.

I know that sounds really bad, but i just miss my mom. When she was alive she took the beatings for me. Broc couldnt lay a finger on me. But now that shes gone Im just a depressed cutter with no self control and no reason to find any. When mom died i was 12, and i had to start raising myself at the beginning of my end. But even back then Broc didnt give two damns about what i did or what happened to me unless i was there to make him his sandwiches and get him his beer. Broc is what you could call my "father" but he has never been that for me. I honestly can't remember him ever being anything but mean and abusive to me and mom. 

I remember one time of very many times, i was sleeping with mom in her bed because i was scared that Broc would hurt me.  He was drunk again. She had me wrapped up into her arms and she was singing a lullaby to me. It was one that her mother used to sing to her when she got scared. i started to fall asleep as she smoothed my hair and sang soothing words very softy in my ear.

little baby dont you cry,

just hold my hand and you'll be alright,

dream sweet dreams,

and i'll wake you at tomorrows morning light,

little baby dont you cry,

there is no harm that can be done to you tonight,

 i love you so much and i want you to know that you'll be safe and sound tonight.

  I fell asleep but soon after shutting my eyes Broc came charging into the room smelling strong of alcohol. The five year old me got scared and snuggled closer to mom so she wouldn't leave me. She never did, but for some reason i always figured she would one day. Regardless mom clug to me in attempt to put more space between me and Broc. She was scared, i knew she was because her heart was pounding hard and loud.

"Mommy" i whispered lightly so Broc couldn't hear me. he probably still thought i was asleep, "im  scare-"

She interupted me with a hushed whisper in my ear, "shhhh, Rainy its ok,its ok just do what i say, okay? can you do that for mama baby?" she sounded close to tears because we both knew what was coming.

Broc was getting close so i said quickly, "yeah mommy," she sat up with me in her arms and with her eyes on Broc. i heard her swallow. they stared at eachother for a long time and i stayed 'asleep'. broc took another swigg from his beer.

"Broc-" she started but wasn't able to finish. 

Broc threw his glass bottle at mom and she ducked. the glass shattered against the wall and thats when  i whimpered.

he looked at me," You little bitch you werent really sleeping! Your just like your mother, always scared of me. The glass slipped out of my hand." he was wobbly and started to laugh, "Nothing to worry about. I just want to have some fun thats all," he started to pull his pants down as he was talking to me,  "Loraina, come here and put your mouth on-" 

Mom held me closer to her chest and stood up, "don't you dare touch my baby!" mom was a small fragile women so when Broc smacked her across the face i fell from her arms and she collapsed on the bed, holding her face. 

I scrambled on the floor to get away from them, " Mommy!" Broc was ontop of her and was taking her clothes off. She knew by now that if she stayed still Broc wouldnt hurt her too much.

Tears silently fell down her face as i watched her get raped, "Rain, baby go to your room, okay? Mommy will be okay baby, just please leav-"

Broc slapped her again and grabbed her face,"I TOLD YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!" there was spit on moms face from him screaming at her.

Mom cried hystericly as she said again," Rain get out. i'll be fine," and i left the room just to hear my mom get raped by a monster again from the room next door.

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The memory fills me with hatered and need. The need to cut.  But im in the middle of nowhere and I have to go home to Broc. I don't call him dad because thats not what he is to me. To me he is just a peice of crap. Right now Broc is the least of my worries because as i got lost in thought i also wondered down an alley and at the end of the alley, were i am right now, is a strip joint, and shit am i screwed because there is a group of men walking towards me. They smell strongly of weed and alcohol. Not a good mixture but im used to it from living with Broc my whole live.

There are 4 men. I quickly come up with names for all of them. The fat one with curly hair kinda looks like Broc so i call him Broc Jr. The one that smells like arm pit is nick named Chilly because he smells destinctly like chilly cheese fritos. The third dude was just straight up ugly so im sticking with the name Ratchet for him. The youngest one was telling the others that they should all go back to the strip joint and leave me alone, i named him Prince. Prince was also kinda hunky with his accent. too bad he is one of those men. And when i say those men i mean "rapist".. I know the kind of men that are rapist just by looking at them because Broc is one.

Broc Jr says to his friends, "looks like someones late for work," Broc Jr got real close to me and said "how bout you just strip for us right her sugar? theres no need for a pole," he was right up on me.

Ratchet was behind me and he grabbed my butt, "i don't know John," he said to Broc Jr who is now known as John, "This is a nice piece of ass, i'd like to see her work the pole"

when he grabbed me i hissed through my teeth, "ahem, sir i've delt with people like you all my life and if you want to keep that hand attached to your arm, you might want to keep it to yourself," he backed off.

 john held my body up against his when Ratchet moved from me, " Thats ok sugar. I like 'em frisky," when he tried to kiss me i closed my eyes figuring that if i didnt fight it wouldnt hurt so much when he raped me. But his body weight quickly moved from me and i opened my eyes.

Prince punched John in the face and john landed on the ground hard. which is very suprising since John is twice Princes size.

" Now a real gentleman would have listened to what this younge lady would have wanted the first time when she said to take your hands off of her. " Prince spit on him. John was knocked out cold.

"Prince behind you!" Chilly has been quite this whole time so i forget about him being here. But now he's getting ready to hit Prince with a tire iron over the head," Behind you!" I screamed again. Prince turned around and knocked Chilly out with just one punch. Ratchet is no where in sight. That wimp ran away! I would have too.

Prince was facing away from me when he asked "Did you call me Prince?" 

i blushed and looked away because after a while Prince looked at me. So i gave him the only explanation that i could, "You saved me, i dont know. i guess its just something that a prince would do," i whispered. did i really just blush?