Back of the bus

Regulus' morning

I wake up and quickly get ready my things already packed thanks to my house elf kreacher "by master" kreacher says sadly "I'll miss you buddy" I say patting his head as you probably know there is rarely anyone I will actually care about in life kreacher is one of the very few

"Master will be happy when he is gone yes?" Kreacher says sadly holding onto my pants leg "I highly doubt that but one can dream of being happy when one has a family as so." I say starring at my parents door. Before walking out and to my drivers car setting my bag Down, I know what your thinking. Only one bag regulus really? But I've actually mastered the everlasting bag charm I pretty much packed my bookshelf in there. "I wave to kreacher before the driver pulls off and to the train station once we're there I look over and see Sirius but wherever there's a dog, another seems to follow. I think as I look to the family he's starring at smiling to, the potters. Always the fucking potters.

Don't get me wrong I have nothing against Euphemia and fleamont..their cool their brother stealing scumbag of a son is my issue. Ever since Sirius met him he was distant until he finally left left me there. In the dark alone with those fucking monsters.

And I stayed like the dumbass I was but I had no choice they wouldn't have wanted me anyway ima fucking freak. I think to myself as I get on the train and make my way to Barty and evans carriage sliding the door open as much to my dismay they are my closest Allie's   at hogwarts

I open the door to see them cuddled on one side of the carriage "oh cmon don't tell me you guys are shagging each other" "we aren't! Not  yet." Evan says kissing Bartys hand "don't tell me your jealous" barty says "oh bartemius, you could only dream." I say pulling out one of my books reading a couple pages only to look back up and see them full on making out "OH MY GOD GUYS IM LEAVING." I say disgusted but also in my best sarcastic voice before walking out shutting the door only to bump into   A very sad looking james potter who quickly said his apologies before looking at me "oh it's you" he says changing his voice to something a lot lower than his pleading tone earlier. "The one and only." "Well I wouldn't say that you look a lot like Sirius actually especially with your hair curly and out instead of the usual back bun you wore last year-" he says fixing his glasses "don't compare me to Sirius." I say harshly deciding to ignore how close james apparently paid attention to me last year

"why? You guys are broth-" I stop him pushing him against the nearest wall "Sirius is not my brother. He lost that title a long time ago when he left me." I say gripping onto james collar looking up at him and he moves his hands to hold my wrist pulling them off and looking at me with those big brown eyes I've never noticed how pretty they really are.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that" he says looking at me with a convincingly sad face what a bloody tosser "yeah right. You just want to rub it in" "rub what in?" He says confused how can his face show so many emotions at once "that you won and I lost." I say walking away trying to stop the tears in my eyes that I worked so hard to push away deeply in my head but the memories flood back over and over and over

until I get pulled into a carriage and see pandoras long blonde hair and vibrant green eyes looking at me "hey are you okay? I saw you talking to potter was he messing with you? I can curse him if you want..okay maybe not curse him but I can give him a string wording-" she says looking at me "I-I'm fine." I say wiping my face, I wasn't crying.

"I know your not but I'll accept that answer if you eat this cookie" she says passing me one out of a container I know what she's trying to do because she knows my addiction to sweets a secret pleasure I call it

"Gladly" I say laughing  taking it from her and opening my once distraction of a book  with a page ruffled from when I dropped it trying to intimidate James..I failed "how was your summer?" I say to her "the usual marriage remarks from my father, distant scowls from my mother, parties, baking, piano lessons harp lessons, lessons." "No mark?" "No mark" she says smiling "you?" "Almost. Once. He came to my house..I escaped and ran to the nearest coffee shop until I was sure he was gone. Took the punishment but it could've been worse I say moving my robe and patting my shirt covered stomach smiling "we don't deserve this" she says sadly "you don't." I say laying my head back "and neither do you regulas, you are too pure for this world." She says "pure is the wrong word." "It's not." She says back "it is. I'm nothing without the black name and fortune" "you are! Your a smart talented wizard with a very sarcastic humor who if people get to know you will see you are the kindest soul." She says "I'm flattered Dora I am but yk I'm not planning on getting married" I say voice drenched in sarcasm "oh shut it shit head" "hm." I say smiling and laying on the other bench sleeping until we got to the castle