Back of the bus

BFB

He's kissing me ..his lips are soft and taste of vanilla and ash like smoke an amazing combination if you ask me
I move him onto my lap enjoying the kiss when he suddenly stands up and grabs his robe "Reggie?" I say turning to look at him "where you going?!" I say as he exits the tower and I stand up

"Shit!" I say putting back on my disregarded cloke "maybe I took it too far.. stupid James and you fucking kissed..wait you kissed!" I say to myself walking down the stairs and back to my dorm house kind of happy and jittery

"What are you all smiley for?" Sirius says looking at me "no reason!" I say before looking at him confused "wait why are you up and ready it's only-" "quidditch practice mate" "OH SHIT" I say running to the bathroom and getting ready "don't tell me you forgot why else would you be up!" Sirius all but yells at me

"I WAS BUSY" "who you snogging now mate" "is it pandora? Find yourself drawn to the darkness?" He says while laughing "maybe it's Barry" Remus says in a tired voice as I walk out "bfb" I say it's abreviation meaning best friends brother but he doesn't need to worry about that

  "what the hell does that mean" Sirius says while walking through the common room "not important" I tell him smiling and following him and down the corridor to the field "do you think I'm boyfriend material? Like for a guy do you think he'd like me?" I ask serious as we mount our brooms "what the hell type of question is that?" Sirius says while looking at me "of course you are your like everyone's type your bloody amazing"

"oh okay I was just making sure you know? Because like I feel like people are scared of me but I haven't done nothing..besides pranks and stuff but I mean it's what I do-" "it's what we do" Sirius says before lifting up "and don't worry James whoever it is would be lucky to have you especially when we win these games speaking of games were supposed to be practicing" "yeah yeah"

I say to myself before lifting up and thinking back to how regulus quite literally ran from me this morning "I should I apologize" I whisper to myself before beginning to practice with Sirius I place the balls back into there locked boxes before feeling eyes on me and I turn to see two piercing grey eyes starring at me through the courtyard.. regulus.

He looks different his expression less focused more confused really, a pencil in hand the eraser stood on his pink lips. my mind racing back to way earlier in the morning being able to kiss them. I want to feel them again, I want to feel him again.

I smile and wave at him only to be met with a look of even deeper confusion before he sits up from his seat of the open space in the courtyard walking away

He must've been staring at something I thought before walking and continuing with my day although throughout the whole day I couldn't help but notice it was almost like he was ignoring me.

For instance during breakfast he sat all the way on the other end of his year where I could barely see him but his back turned to me. And in potions he barely talked to me. classes went by quickly, scratch that the whole day went by quickly and now Remus and Sirius are off somewhere while Peter is snoring loudly in our dorm. I can't sleep the only thing going through my head is regulus. Only regulus.

I quickly get out of bed fixing my sweatpants string and grabbing the map but this time regulus isn't at the tower, he's at the blake lake. "Why on earth is he there?" I say to myself before I grab my gryffindor hoodie and slip on my shoes walking out my room down the stairs and then straight to the black lake I shouldn't be out of the castle but who was really gonna stop me from going. Forgetting I absent mindedly left the map open on my bed.

It's alot of fog out here but even with that I see him, his porcelain skin glossed with moonlight his back against a tree a book in hand and he has never looked more beautiful.