Problem (Ashton Irwin Fanfic) -ON HOLD-

Chapter 14

Gemma's POV.

Running, I arrive at the park. It was quiet and peaceful. I sit on a bench overlooking the pond; the water sparkled as ducks splashed around. The air was fresh and the wind was soft. I felt calm.

*Tweet tweet* a small bird hopped over to me.

"Hello little birdy" I whisper.
I'm talking to a fucking bird!

*tweet tweet* it replied

In my pocket was some half eaten small cookies. How the fuck did they get in there?

I crumbled them in my hand and leaned down to offer the bird some.

It nipped the crumbs from the palm of my hand and accidentally nipped at some of my skin.

I pulled away as quick as I could when one of my fingers began to bleed slightly - from where it bit me .

I stood up and strolled for a bit, wrapping a piece of tissue around my finger. I don't know how I feel...no hatred, no devastation, no nothing. I haven't planned anything out; where will I stay? how do I gt food?What about Money!?

I stop walking to see Ashton leant against a tree with a cute but pervy smirk on his face. All my thoughts evaporate and both our eyes lock.

"Hi. You wanna come here?" Ashton says lifting himself up on to a tree branch where he comfortably sat.

I useually have to wait a second to think things through but this time my body took over my mind and I began to slowly walk towards him.

Two small white butterflies fluttered around me - like in one of those romantic movies. I felt like I was a princess and Ashton was a prince. It was a good feeling... A free feeling. However, all changed when the Suns scorching rays shone down on me. Blinded by the light, I tripped over a stump falling face first disappearing in to the grass which was long and green.

Why does thing like that always happen to me?

I saw Ashton's giant boots and long legs running towards me. He helped me up. As his hands touched mine, I felt a cold feeling run through me and I quickly pulled away.

"What's wrong?" He asked

It felt so wrong. I never thought I'd say that. I know it's Ashton but there's something about him I'm not sure of...

"Nothing." I bluntly reply taking a step away from him.

"I know you're upset about everything but you're acting even stranger than you did earlier. "

"I just don't know what to do, go, say or feel."

He looked at me sympathetically.

"STOP!" I raise my voice

"What?" He now looks confused

"Don't look at me like that! I don't want sympathy! I just need help!"

"Helping someone in your situation means you have sympathy for them." He raises his eyebrows.

I sigh, pulling my hair back off my face.

"I will help you. You just have be brave, I know this is difficult. We can get through this...Together ". He moves closer to me.

The word Together hauted my thoughts. It was repeating itself over and over and over again.

"Not with you. Not together" I push him backwards but he didn't budge; why does he have to be so tall and big? He's as stiff as a stone.

"I'm sorry about the baby! I'm sorry about your mum! I'm sorry about everything! Whatever it is just fight through it please. I need you and you need me and you know that. What is it that you're afraid of?" He lifts my chin up so he can look straight into my eyes.

I pause. It's complete quiet. The wind became stronger and began to whistle. The clouds rumbled and twisted.

...

"Y o u " I shaply announce.

I could see Ashton's face fill with shock then followed by horror. He seemed broken. I felt dreadful. He was in pain. I made him in pain. Droplets of rain started to fall. He left me there. I was left Alone. It felt right when I thought it. But now... I regret it.

Note to self: Don't be a bitch in the future.

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