When The Untamed Lily Blooms [COMPLETED]

Kabanata 19

19 - Beg
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Matias forced the other two to wake up. I just chuckled when I hear their grunts as he smack their head with pillow. "Tangina naman. Ano bang problema mo, Matias? Patulugin mo naman ako." Ani Elias.

"Lily's here, you retarded son of a bitch."

When Elias peaked over his comforter, agad siyang bumangon at bumati sakin. "Hey... what's so early in the morning? You okay?"

Tumango ako. "Its just Hakeem." I started.

Even Silas was now awake, shirtless and making a coffee for me. "Yeah, we heard about his arrival last night. Pupuntahan ka sana namin kaso sabi ni Basha nagpapahinga kana kasama ng emperor."

"You could say that."

Elias sighed. "Tell us exactly what happened Lily, because my head feels like splitting up right now."

I rolled my eyes. "We had sex." Direchong sabi ko sa kanya.

Their eyes widened. "Did he forced you!?" Galit na ani Elias. Ngayon ay nakatayo na siya at nagmamadaling magbihis. I looked away.

"No. I was drunk and I thought it was a dream... that he was Sirius and so I let everything happened." Pinaglaruan ko yung daliri ko habang inaantay kung anong mga sasabihin pa nila.

Matias was the one who broke the silence. "I thought you two was just friends? Why would you let him have sex with you?"

"We were more than that."

Nakita kong ilang beses na tumango-tango si Elias bago lumayo ng distansya sakin. "Bakit ngayon lang namin nalaman?"

I knew that this will happen. "Before we were just making sure na walang mangyayaring kahit ano. Your father was involved with Edina's issue. But Sirius and I had planned everything to tell you... kaso hindi na natuloy."

Tumawa si Silas. "Haven't you noticed it? they were closed as fuck."

"I'm sorry..."

"Do you... really trust us, Lily?" Nagulat ako sa biglaang tanong ni Matias. Guilt flushed over my heart, I know it was wrong pero hindi ko alam kung papaano ipapalinawag lahat since it happened a long time ago already.

"Honestly, at first hindi. You guys can blame me all if you want pero marami na kasing mabibigat na nangyari sa buhay ko. I'm always doubting... making wrong decisions that end up harming myself." Malungkot akong tumingin sa kanila. "I'm just tired... of everything... even before I met Sirius."

Humalukipkip si Silas. "You were so strong when we met you. A lady who can raised swords and beat us. But it wasn't the main reason why we accepted dad's offer, Lily." Aniya.

Tumango si Elias at umakbay sakin. "Sino bang hindi magtataka kung bakit nagkaroon ng malaking tiwala si Dad sa isang prinsesa? So we spied on you."

"I told you already, I knew about Sirius... you were always smiling when you're with him. Looking so strong while facing challenges..."

He weakly smiled. "But always crying at your balcony... everynight." Aniya at pinatong ang kamay sa taas ng ulo ko.

"You were young but the cries and plead wasn't normal na parang may mas malalim kang pinagkukunan sa lahat ng iyon."

I looked away. New body... identity, life... this is not what I asked for. My mind has filled with memories... painful memories. Of course, palagi kong iniisip lahat ng iyon. I became okay... I was happy, but it happened again.