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|𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐡 𝐗𝐚𝐲𝐧𝐚 𝐉𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 | 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 |
Yesterday w Jay was a blast n I walked into my apartment tipsy n I saw Notti sitting on the couch. "Where the fuck have you been? Its 3:25 in the morning Shakairah." He whisper yelled at me n I mugged the shit outa him. "Mind ya business bitch." I mumbled walking past him n into my room to see Saharah in my bed.
I looked back at Notti n he folded his arms. "She wanted her mom about an hour ago but her mom was out clubbing w my brother." He mumbled n I smiled n grabbed my shorts n Jay's hoodie. "To me it sounds like your jealous." I mumbled n he scoffed. "Why would I b jealous of Jay when I know he can never have you?" He asked n I chuckled...Yeaaaa sureeeee.
"Whatever you can go now." I mumbled putting my hoodie over my head n he looked at me confused. "Whats there to be confused about you don't live here anymore." I mumbled n he grabbed hold of his chest n was 'hurt'.
"Ouch." He mumbled smiling n I turned my back to him only to feel a pair of hands on my waist and a face in my neck. "C'mon lemmi stay." He whispered kissing my neck. He made me weak but it was wrong at the same time. "Where you gon sleep?" I asked n he chuckled n sat on my bed n pulled me closer to him.
"With you." He whispered guiding his hands up from my shorts to my hips. "What Kai or Sara gon think when they wake up to you in my bed?" I asked n he smiled. "We gon think about that in the morning for now we gon put Sara in her bed n me n you can have some fun." He mumbled n I chuckled. "There's no fun being made at 3:36 in the morning at least not with you." I whispered carrying Sara to her room.
"We gon see about that." He whispered before I left n Sara woke up n smelt me without opening her eyes. "Hi mama." She mumbled half asleep. "Hi princess. Go back to sleep for me." I whispered tucking her in below her brother n she fell right back to sleep. I walked back to my room n Notti was laying there shirtless.
............Snap out of it Shakairah. "You staring so hard." Notti mumbled his eyes never leaving his phone. "Move your in my space." I mumbled n he looked at me like I was crazy. "Nigga this is my space." He voiced n I shook my head n pushed him over. "Not anymore." I mumbled sliding under the blanket.
"Ohhhh so cs I wasn't there to sleep w you, you slept in my space......smart." He mumbled n I scoffed n turned and faced the other way closing my eyes but before I fell asleep I felt a hand go underneath me n turn me around n I was met with a Ethan Reyes. "Damn it. I thought you was asleep." He mumbled
"Nice try Reyes." I whispered about to turn back around when he grabbed my hand. "Can we sleep how we used to? I miss it." He mumbled n I looked at him with wide eyes noticing he was being serious. I missed the way we slept too n I js missed smelling him before I fell asleep. "You thinking bout how we used to b huh?" He asked snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Yea." I mumbled n he smiled n pulled me closer to him n I laid my head next to his n I could tell his heart was beating fast. "I missed you so much mami" He mumbled n I smiled n gently put my hand on his chest. "Mami is a stretch but I missed you too." I whispered n he chuckled.
"I never stopped loving you n I know you didn't either-" I cut him off n I really couldn't hold it in any longer it was killing me that I was lying to him n my kids. "I'm with Jay." I blurted out n I slapped my hand over my mouth as soon as I said it n Ethan looked down at me. "You said what?" He asked getting a lil mad.
"I- I'm with Jay." I repeated n he was so confused and so mad it was torture. "Like together together or like best friends together?" He asked n I sighed. "Together together. Like for the past 2 years." I mumbled n I sat up n he looked at me. "So when he said he wouldn't be with you it was a lie?" He asked n I nodded n I called Jay.
"Mamas? whats up?" He asked n I looked at Notti before looking away. "He knows." I mumbled n I could feel his heart stop. "What did he say?" He asked n Notti grabbed my phone. "You lied to me. My own brother lied to me. You can't help yourself can you?" Notti asked n Jay sucked his teeth.
"Bro it's not that I stole yo babymomma she always will b your babymomma but I was the one that put you two together n I didn't even mean to I wanted it to be me n her the whole time but I guess that couldn't happen. I was there for the past 3 years when you wasn't. I treated YOUR kids like my own everytime you couldn't" Jay yelled through the phone.
"Don't even try that shit I was always there for my kids. Every time." Notti mumbled n Jay chuckled. "So you was there when Sara took her first steps? or when Kai learned how to throw up his own set for the first time? or when Sara learned how to play basketball? I was there Notti." He mumbled n I could see the hurt in his eyes.
"You always gon b there dad but you can't choose who Kairah or I date." Jay added n Notti looked at me. "Its either me n the kids or him. Choose wisely." Notti mumbled locking off the phone n I looked at him like he was serious. "You can't make me pick over my kids Ethan." I mumbled n he chuckled.
"Then it should b an easy decision." He mumbled laying down. "Your so petty you know that right." I whispered n he didn't answer n closed his eyes. "Aight keep that same energy cs when you don't see Sara or Kai tomorrow you gon know." I whispered n his eyes shot open. "Nah you wilin fr you can't not let me see my kids tf." He mumbled n I scoffed.
"Last time I checked you only saw them 10 times a month. So you don't get to make that decision. Ever." I mumbled falling asleep.................
