"Lisa? You mean, our Lisa?" Mom repeated, sounding in disbelief. I can't even look at her, afraid of the rejection I might receive. I should expect, her only daughter, who is in crisis, to cheat on her loyal boyfriend, for her longtime best friend, all too much to add up.
"I...it's my fault mom... I should have stopped myself. But I couldn't, I tried to ignore it, I swear. But Lisa, I could not deny her." I wiped a tear before my mother even noticed it.
"Does Lisa...knows about this? Your feelings?" Mom scooted closer.
"She's the first one to confess." Another shock of wave flowed on her face. Mom is probably thinking that I'm pranking her.
We went quiet, which I hate.
"Mom, please say something," I begged. I want her to say what's on her mind, to at least lift a burden from my worries.
"Jisoo...I love Lisa like my own daughter too. She's a very kind kid, and you grew up like sisters. I knew you two were inseparable, but I did not see this happening." Of course, she did not, I also felt the same, before. The reason I was so scared and unsure was.
"What are your plans, honey? To be honest I am very disappointed, not because you're feeling this way towards your best friend. I respect your preference, but why did it have to be this way? The poor boy did nothing wrong to both of you. This would hurt him too, sweetheart." She lectured.
"I'll talk to him," I assured
"You should, I'm not tolerating any of those hurtful behaviors Jisoo. Make up your mind."
"Are you mad?" I glanced at her, her eyes soften
"I'm not mad, dear. I'm just very upset. Fix this mess before it blows up. Do what you think is right. You're my daughter, I trust you." I sighed in relief.
I need to gather my thoughts and will to talk to him, and her.
...
"They're currently working with the auditions, the female lead spot is still empty. The committee was struggling to choose between the girls. It's a tough process. I understand them."
It was one of many things he has shared, and none from me. I'm finding the right moment to open a conversation with him, a conversation where I am too frightened to even start.
"To think of it, you were praised and starred in the last play. And they're eyeing you, as far as I remember. Why don't you try for the role?" I blinked twice before plastering a wary smile.
"Being the lead for a big play is overwhelming, and I heard the script consists of a lot of action. I'm still a skeptic at that aspect." I responded.
"But your personality and voice suit the character so well. It will fit you best..." He complimented.
"They'll find the right one..."
"Speaking of, you asked for us to talk. You haven't told me about it." Suho clasped our hands, and the unfamiliar feeling made me step back a bit.
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Fanfiction1st Lisoo FF (will be written alongside Jenlisa Stories) *** From promising to marry each other at a very young age to fulfilling everything together as years go by. Lisa and Jisoo were inseparable, bonded by adoration and a friendship that is equiv...