𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘵𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘺~ (𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘶𝘨𝘰𝘯)

Make it count.

No one's POV :

No.. not know.. what is wrong with you killua. you made gon do it. it's your fault.

it's your fault..

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..

'Do u think he will wake up again?. '

'I'm not sure. the wound is pretty deep he may has a chance that he will not wake up for a few years. '

'poor boy. he's just a teenager he didn't deserve this. '

'I agree.. '

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Killua woke up feeling exhausted , his lover in the hospital for a few months. he doesn't really sound sad or anything. he feels empty inside. "brother?. are you okay? " alluka knocked. "Leave me alone.. " killua slight yelled at alluka , it was odd seeing killua like shit.

Honestly. kurapika tried everything to make killua just smile once again. leorio is also devastated but tried his best to smile. but how is he gonna smile when his lover is in the hospital almost dying.

killua came to school, as soon as he arrived he ran as fast as he could holding in tears,

'Killua! '

...

"what was that!? " Killua yelled and the whole school stared at him thinking he's a weirdo. it seemed like gon's voice echoing in his head everytime he goes to school like gon is with him,

'I wish you were here gon. '

you know when you lose someone you will be devastated .. the feeling of losing someone you really love that is now laying in a hospital bed. how would you feel about it?..

he felt a warm hand on his shoulders.

"killua.. please stop. "

it was kurapika,  kurapika always had a calm feeling around the people hes comfortable with, well he is pretty stubborn but, very nice and one of the people you would love to hang out.

  killua starts to cry..? what?, how could he cry.. he has never cried before, the feeling he is feeling now.. he doesn't like it.. those crystals tears forming in his

      Blue sapphire eyes..

   ah.. poor boy.. "Please stop crying. gon wouldn't like it if you cry you know" kurapika said handing a tissue to killua, and killua starts to sob, "hm.. your very mature but also a cry baby you know! " kurapika said trying to change the vibe, "hey.. don't just say it like that.. " killua said showing a slight smile,

  "hey guys, killua are you feeling okay? " leorio asked running to them, killua nodded, "alright!, we should head to class, we're going to get smacked if we are late-" leorio said smiling, they smiled too.

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    A few months has passed, sadly. Gon hasn't awoken yet , it must be hard for you killua.. I'm sure gon will wake up soon, his friends are waiting for him, and one lover. HEHE, but.. I hope gon will wake up soon. I'm sure..

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Killua's POV :

     I just gotta accept that gon will not wake up.. no.. he will wake up! I know he will!, I just gotta wait longer, right?, come on killua keep your hopes up, I swear to God I will kill everyone who touches gon even a slight touch,

  "KILLUA OPEN THE GODDAMN DOOR YOUR SISTER IS A PSYCHOPATH! "

who is that?..

  I opened the door revealing.. Zushi?, he's my neighbor, why is he here.. (I forgot my own story and idk if I added zushi yet so pls forgive me :))))))  )  "what are you doing here!? " I yelled, "WHO ARE YOU STRANGER GET TF OU-" I shut the door before alluka could rip zushi into pieces. poor boy,

   "well I'm here.. to... discuss.. about... your... friend... gon! " zushi said taking deep breathes, he's a nerd. and how tf did he know about gon?, "go on. " I said.

  "sooo ur my neighbor and.. I stalk u pretty much all the time, and I know the boy bcs we were friends. untill he disappeared, glad I found him.. but do you know that he tried to well... do something bad to him.. " zushi said,

  "No.. You must be lying! , And I'm not convinced about you being his friend. " I said slightly raising my voice a bit. I was feeling sad. angry..

  "if you don't believe me then.. " he pulled out a picture showing him and gon together.. gon smiling, he seems.. so happy, so he wasn't lying at all..?

  "After a few while, he just completely changed! , he always and bruises on his face, arms legs.. I don't know what happened, but please, I know your close to gon.. please j wanna see him.. " he asked for a favor, I tilted my head, and gladly accepted, I know I'm mean, but I'm also a nice person, people just doesn't see it.. respect me for who I am.. I am nice.

  "alright, I'll take you to him.. but promise me.. you won't do anything to gon" I said , he nodded happily,

  We soon arrived at the hospital where gon was being treated at, slowly walking to the room, I noticed that zushi was oddly fidgeting his finger like he is nervous.

  "hey why are you so nervous on visiting your friend? " I asked, he looked at me, "the last time we meet. I was mean to him, since he wouldn't tell me anything about the bruises.. " he said, I stopped, "I'm sure he would forgive you, gon is a soft person, " I said,

 

   Room 405..

 

   I opened the door, gon is still sleeping peacefully with bandages all over his body..

"h-hey.. what happened to him..? " zushi said, "it's personal reasons and I would be more than happy if you stop asking questions. " I said storming inside the room,

  Zushi's POV :

  yikes. he must be desperate for him to wake up.

   killua opened the window, "have i ever told you, how me and Gon loves when the cherry blossoms grew?, thats our fav thing to watch. "

his voice sounds... like an angel?.. of course he is the son of an assassin but i never would expect him to sound like this ,

  "how does your voice sound like that? " i asked,

  "sound like what?, i only told you that me and Gon loved to watch cherry blossoms, " he said smiling,

we sat there and talked for a few hours, i finally can get in contact with Gon again, but.. it would take a very long time until i can talk to him again, Killua told me a bunch of facts about gon and what he loves doing the most, he really does love gon with his heart, i hope they both can get a good future.. I'm happy for them.

 

   Make it count killua.

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   sorry it took kinda long buttt, finally got an idea so. ill see you in the next chapter! <3

  Next chapter : memories along the way.

  Words : 1109