Miriana's POV
Months had passed and nakaka recover na si dad and forth, isang buwan na din mula noong na ospital sila, I'm so thankful na kinaya nila.
"Deep thoughts again Miriana" sandro said and i nodded
"Instead of deep thought, why don't you just deep throat ---" agad kong tinakpan ang bunganga niya bago pa niya masabi ang kanyang sasabihin
"Stop it Sandro, marinig ka nila" sita ko naman at natawa siya
"Hays, for this month ang dami kong na realize" sambit niya
"Realize? Hmm like what?" Tanong ko naman.
"Na realize ko lang na, hindi dapat sarili ang inuuna, dapat yung iba din kasi hindi mo alam kung anong mangyayari sakanila"aniya at tumango ako
"Natatakot na ako kay Forth, kasi naman medyo hindi na nga okay ang pamilya natin, pati ba naman anak natin, malaki talaga epekto ng ginawa ko sa inyo"he said while looking at the stars
"You know sandro, if this is our fate, then let's go for it"
He looked at me at umiling.
"I've caused you so much pain, ayaw ko nang maulit iyon dahil alam kong masakit para sayo and sobra sobra na talaga, kaya i will still choose our family and myself"
"I will be a better man and a father"
"I know a lot hated me because of what I did to you, and I am willing to face the consequences of it"
"Sandro...."
"Kaya patawarin mo na sila auxilla ha, alam ko namang namimiss mo na din Sila kaya go for it"
"Huwag na muna ako Miriana, sila muna dahil mahalaga sila saiyo"
"Mahalaga ka din naman sakin eh"sagot ko
"Sarili ko muna this time Miriana, pasensya kana, alam kong papatawarin mo ako pero please huwag muna dahil kilala mo naman ako, always saying sorry pero ginagawa ko padin, kaya please choose them and yourself muna, kapag bumalik ako, aayusin natin lahat lahat"aniya at tumango ako
He caressed my cheeks and wiped my tears.
Hindi dapat sarili inuuna, pero bakit aalis na naman.
"Babalik? Aalis ka?"naguguluhan kong tanong.
"Shhh, for the meantime and after that I'm a better person na" he said and hugged me.
"Saan ka pupunta sandro naman eh"
"It's a secret for now love"he said and kissed my head.
Loving you was really hard.
"Mom, dad left early today" Forth said and i nodded
I know he'll leave today.
"He said he will be away for 3 months"saad naman ni Marga
Alam kong aalis siya pero hindi ko alam na ganon katagal.
"Hayaan niyo muna ang tatay niyo"
"But mom, aalis na din kami oh, sino na naman ang kasama mo?"tanong ni Calley
"Si sky" sagot ko naman at kinarga ang bata
"Mom--"
"Don't mind me guys, kaya ko naman to, you all should study and work for your futures"
I need to smile, pretending to be happy.
"Peke na naman yang smile mo"calley said and natawa ako
He really knows me a lot
"Basta mom, be happy here with sky ah, kapag sad ka call us po" Marcus said and I nodded.
"You'll be fine here mom, i know tita auxy will be here by your side" Feli said
If Auxy wants to be with me, gustong gusto ko, nakakamiss siya.
I know i said a lot on her, sana patawarin niya ako, i was just blinded with anger that time, that's a lame excuse but trust me i wanted to be okay with them again.
"I know, she's always here kahit pinagtatabuyan ko siya, i didn't want her to leave my side but i chose to push her away, and i am regretting it now"
"You don't have to Riri, kasi deserve ko naman yun, i chose them over you" i heard her said it and agad akong tumingin sa likod and i saw her with Vincent.
Auxy....
"No..."
She nodded "you're too kind para patawarin kami" she said and agad ko siyang niyakap at napahagulgol.
"I'm sorry aux"
"You don't have to say sorry Riri, tahan na, i missed you so much"she said
"I missed you more"sagot ko at nakayakap parin
"Too early for the drama"Vincent said and agad akong humiwalay kay Auxy at niyakap si vinny
"Nakakamiss ka din no, at yang katakawan mo"
"Si ate Riri oh nanlalait na naman"aniya at natatawang humiwalay ako.
"I bought some foods kakain na"sigaw naman ni Simon
Kakarating din nila kasama niya si ysa
Agad ko silang niyakap at nag iyakan ng konti, gutom daw sila kaya kakain na muna kami.
Sandro nalang ang kulang.
Saan na naman siya pupunta.
Please be safe sandro
Na una na sa dining area kasi nagpalit muna ako ng damit.
Pagpasok ko sa dining ay nakita kong tumatawa silang lahat
Iba talaga kapag kasama sila.
Makita mong masaya ang lahat, it melts my heart.
Auxilla saw me looking at them and tinuro niya ang mga pagkain "let's eat" she said without sound.
I nodded and smiled admiring this moment.
I thanked god for this day.
Sumabay na akong kumain sakanila at pagkatapos ay gagala daw kami.
The squad is back, stronger and better.
YOU ARE READING
MC : BOOK 4
Short Story"In a world full of lies, hindi ko na alam kung saan ako lulugar" - Miriana Veronique
