Chapter 14

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Lying about me publicly speaking about what Doryan did

I believe people cannot consent while not fully conscious. I was not fully conscious when this happened. I am allowed to be uncomfortable with what happened despite Doryan saying it was a misunderstanding, and I am allowed to establish clear boundaries with Doryan for it. I am also allowed to share my experience to my friends in private spaces, which I have.

I have never shared what happened in a public space until THEY decided to share it.

Trey has lied and said that I publicly held a discord call in my server to discuss what happened, and yet none of the public part of my server knew of it until now, and I almost never host public calls in my server, which can be verified by the emptiness of the voice chat text channel.

Trey has lied and said that I publicly held a discord call in my server to discuss what happened, and yet none of the public part of my server knew of it until now, and I almost never host public calls in my server, which can be verified by the em...

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I have never shared what happened in a public space until THEY decided to share it.

I have never shared what happened in a public space until THEY decided to share it

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This is not sexual assault

And I have never referred to this as Sexual Assault. Other people doing so are not representative of how I feel. I speak for myself. Despite their claims of it, they have 0 evidence to prove it, because it literally did not happen.

The closest to what they claim is that I expressed confusion on what to label it in a private conversation with Emi, because I had multiple close friends calling it different things.
The situation is complex because it is impossible to truly know Doryan's intentions, and labels can be extremely harmful as they ignore the possibility of misunderstanding. From my perspective, it felt like I had been sexually harassed without consent. I have publicly denounced the notion of it being SA multiple times as well since the situation was publicized.

Being taken advantage of by a friend, or by anyone, is a confusing and overwhelming situation in which it's hard to know what labels to put on the events that occur. The internet often brands things with intense buzz words, so in the midst of everything I questioned what I should refer to this as, especially because I had actually been SA'd and I did not think the two events were at the same level of boundary breaking. That is why I expressed my confusion to Emi in passing during a conversation with her.

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